the last sunset

Don't assume,
If its not black, its white.

I wrote this poem last year for a person really close to me.
I told myself, every year on this date,
i would repost this poem up.
Okay the original one wasn't written by me,
i edited a lot a lot of parts though.

Each time i read through it,
i realised i've poured my heart and soul into this.
So... this is for you.

When you are sweet sixteen
& i whatever they shall call "old",
will you then remember when you were thirteen?
When you knew i was sixteen but yet didn't care.

When you finally graduate &
come to realise i have gone abroad,
will you miss me and wish i was back here,
reliving the fun and joyful times we had?

When you leave to study overseas,
and i return back to where home is,
will you think of me oh-so-often
and remember the calls and messages we had?

When i take over my dad's company
and you become someone famous,
will you then take time to ponder,
if i was still the same boy that made you wonder?

When you walk in church a bride radiant
and i sit in pews and watch with tears,
will you then in your radiance recall
you laughing, i laughing, we having fun?

When you are a proud mother
and I also, a proud father,
Will our children get along,
just like what we used to do so often?

& when yours eldest is sweet sixteen,
would she have the fun we used to have.
Will you still remember in tender smiles,
our love that we shared?

& when your daughter has her own baby
and you play with grandchild too,
Will you remember how i walked you home and talked about
all the kids in the world that we love so much?

& finally when, you hear about my death,
would you come and see me one last time as i lie- dead,
Will you finally remember when you were 13
and i was 16 and we fell in love that day?

As the year comes to an end,
i think its really time for lots of reflection.

and i think the questions i have to ask myself are...

What have i done this year?
Who have i loved this year?
Who loved me this year?
Who would i miss?
Who would miss me?

and...
6. What would i do next year?

I just met glenn to do project at hougang mall,
but we ended up doing card tricks.
I was teaching hm card tricks! hoho.

dinner with ann's family now.
at marina south pier,
on a yatch hoho.

Don't assume,
If its not good, its bad.