now that i know money is more important to you,
more than my god damn life,

you too, can just fuck off and die.

just as i mean nothing to you,
you'll mean nothing to me either.

ivy's cheering me up now.
and she just asked me what i was doing
and i said looking outside, looking at the sky.

she asked me, at god?

i said no, religion divides people.

then i told her that,
i was looking because whenever i was sad,
i used to stand silently and just look at the sky.
and my ex girlfriend, would stand next to me, or maybe a few steps away,
and she too, would look up at wherever i was looking
and then minutes later,
i would turn and see tears rolling down her cheeks and i would ask her,
why was she crying.

and she would say,
because,
the thing you're looking at,
its just so beautiful isn't it?

now, im looking at the sky once again.