Im gonna turn in early today.
tired :(

and i sliced my toe.
the small toe on my left leg, by... happily kicking the rollers of my bathroom door.
asshole =/

sherlyn's asleep too,
shes sickk. or turning sick :(
damnnnnnn ittt :(

okay anyway, Saturday's was a day spending watching dvds
and dinner was at the steamboat place near bendemeer with parents + god parents
+ natasia and family. hoo.

Today, went to church and sat with chloe and jeremy
and people kept coming to tap me on my back to shock me,
started with jill, then esther, then jared.
grrrr.

haha. breakfast was at cartel, as usual.

jeremy.
chloe.
she permed her hair and she thinks its so nice...
okay its, OKAY.
look at th size of her hand!
hahaahha. compare it against mine (the bottom one)
haha even her sister, nicole, 's one is bigger la!
hahaha.
had this for breakfast/lunch. some stir fried sambal macaroni.
waiting for uncle gan to come pick them up. hoooo.
then went to serangoon mrt to meet cupcake.

this is cupcake dearest (:
she was really obsessed with taking photos =/
ahahaha =/
SHITTTT :(
nice oneee~
then to vivo.
went to buy tickets for GAMEPLAN show then off to zara and then to some manicure shop
then down to toast box to have tea.

my barley and her milo dinosaur.
i love this girl.
and i love this guy too, just a little less then the bugger above =p
sherlyn had laksaaaa, without beansprouts
and the person i ordered from had to shout.
BU YAU TOU YAH AHHHHHHHH!
it means dont want beansprouts, in literal chinese direct translation.
while i had otah on thick toast and kaya-butter soft bread.
then we went out to the pavillion and we saw this huge ship with many people waving goodbye.
the ship was called. THE SHIP FOR SOUTHEAST ASIAN YOUTH.

it was the youth leaders of all the ASEAN countries.
hoooooo.
the strings were like a symbol of connectivity between the ones on board the ship
and the ones on ground.
but as the ship moves out further and further into the sea,
the strings slowly are released by either sides.
bye bye youth leaders.

to tell you the truth,
standing there, i had the "funny-feeling in my tummy kind of thing" its like,
watching someone close to you, leave for good.

gah.

GAMEPLAN was good.
but guess what?
me and dearest CRIED.
haha yeah i ALWAYS cry in sad movies, but hell, it just shows that we both have feelings!
hahaha.

this was taken on the way home back to pasir ris to meet glenn for dinnner.
and yes, im really sleeepy :(
i really yawned here...
dinner was at burger king and after dinner,
glenn goh fei yang wanted to have some ice cream,
so off we went to ben&jerry's AGAIN.
twice this week for me and sherlyn!
gahh.

thats our cookies dough ice cream we're sharing
and cupcake thinks shes gonna eat the whole thinggg.
and she decides to hide away.
the bloody goh fei yang.
haha the rattish glenn and dearest with his ice cream and MY ice cream.
hahaha.
there there, our cones.
ohohoh i remember something!
when we came out of the mrt, i looked for glenn and there was no glenn
and i turned to ask sherlyn, "wheres the god damn rat?"
and she turned to look at me in my eyes and said, "in the drain?"
HAHAHAAHA.

okay i got a heavy week this week.
tomorrow-student leaders training workshop from 9am to god-knows-what-time-it'll-end,
project with my group from 10-whatever time.
then E cube ice breaking trial run at 1 to god-knows-what-time-it'll-end.
tuesday-seletar country club day.
wednesday/thursday/friday- the bloody e cube camp,
but it'll be fun cause i'll be mingling with the seondary school kiddos.
: D

probably dinner with cupcake on all or at least 4 out of 5 of these days :D
hooooo.

and and and,
samantha!!!
we'll eat soon okay! hoooo.

oh ya oh ya oh ya.
today pastor's sermon was really heart striking.
she gave the story of the 11 year old fillipino girl who hanged herself due to poverty.
i think it really strikes me hard cause...
im one of those idiots who are responsible for her death in a way or another.

if you read the story, all she wanted, no wrong word lets use needed instead,
all she NEEDED, was just 100 peso about S$ 3.
and her father couldn't give her that amount.

Honestly, what is S$ 3 to us ?
it could cost one pen from popular,
1 lighter from the minimart,
one bottle of drink of ntuc.

pastor diana said that the yearn of materialistic things have not only blinded us from the plight of these souls who live in poverty, but it has also pushed her further from having a conscience.

how many of us or have parents/friends/relative that earn at least S$1000 a month?
A lot, if not all.
S$ 10,000 a month?
Some.
S$ 100,000 a month?
Few.

What is S$3?

Those who live in condos, drive lexus, enrol in enrichment classes, should just shut the fuck up
about "im just poor" because if you really wanna know what poor is,
read the article up there.

Those who live in flats, have a car, able to attend schools, should be thankful,
cause you have everything,
when compared to the ones in poverty.

Those who live in landed properties, have more than 1 car, buy luxury goods,
are the ones who deserve to be publically SHAMED,
if they should dare to mention a phrase like, "im poor."

If you guys REALLY wanna be poor,
give up everything to those in need,
and go live like the way they lived in the story above.

I was just thinking aloud to chloe during sermon that we're fucked up.
Mine.
Prada pouch- $180
Prada phone- $1288
LV wallet- $380
PSP- $420
Ipod Nano- $368
Franck Muller crazy hours- $172,850.
Burberrys shirt- $370
Korean made jeans- $8
Adidas shoes- $ 179
Bottega Venetta phone strap- $510
Bottega Venetta wrist strap- $320

Chloe's
Vertu phone- $11,999
Gucci wallet- $530
Gucci shoes- $790
Prada phone strap- $330
PSP- $420
Tiffany&Co braclet- $23,100
Burberrys clothes, top&bottom- $1210
Lv handbag- $850
Ipod touch- $699

honestly during that point of time,
we both just looked at each other and were speechless.
I mean.
Suddenly the need for these branded goods just melted away didn't it?
So im gonna stop fucking around with my money and put it to good use.

Once my uncle told me that one day when i get the company and shares and all,
what was i gonna do with my money.

Suddenly this afternoon,
i realised what my answer was:
I want to earn it.

Why can't the world just be complacent with what they have and thank god for what you have already?

People, we need to learn.
& i think the first step is to begin with ourselves.

So... Isaac's gonna learn the value of money properly.

AND FUCK OFF IF YOU EVER TELL ME,
"YOU DONT EVEN KNOW THE VALUE OF MONEY"
or
"YOU'RE SO FUCKING RICH JUST BUY ME THIS LA"
cause i'll stick both my fingers into your nostrils and make you eat hell notes.

so morale of story:
1)Learn value of money.
2)If you have a roof over your head, methods to get around (transportation), able to attend school, you better dont fucking say "IM POOR"
3)What seems like peanut to us, (S$3), is the WORLD to another.
4)Dont. Please dont compare yourself to another who's more financially stable.

and... papa's gonna donate money to the poverty fund soon!
hooray to papa.

Goodnight.
& oh, i love you sherlyn.