If i had one wish in the world,
i would wish for more time.

Sometimes it hurts to make choices.

Yeah, im really grateful to have the opportunity to make my own choices in life,
but,
sometimes it sucks when you're torn between 2 choices.

If you had to leave someone you love behind,
in order to not let your parents down,
what would you do?

If you had to let your parents down,
in order to love someone properly,
what would do?

I really dont know.

Was on the phone from 12-5 last night.

I tried to think,
but i couldn't.

But i did make a promise last night.
A promise that i will do all i can,
to stay.

But i think we should all be realistic.
It's gonna be against the odds.

Well...
If i had one wish in the world,
i would still, wish for more time.

so that even if i go...
i'll be able to spend the more time with you happily.

and at least i take care of you for a while.

thats why you cannot cry anymore okay?
cause i want to remember you smiling.

I love you.
It doesn't matter if you don't love me.
so you must smile alright?

I just realised,
its been such a long time since i last fell in love!
hahaha.
HAHAHAHAAHA.

& the feeling...
Well...
I dont know...
sometimes it sucks,
sometimes it doesnt,
but...
I know, its nice.

Off to school now.

My sister's graduation tonight.