& i know.

i know that both of us are in love with each other.

you know that im in love with you.
& i too know,
that you're in love with me.


but isn't it better this way; that we both don't tell each other.
isn't it better this way; that we both happily smile into each other eyes.
isn't it better this way; that we just pretend we both don't know?

but you know i love you.
im very sure you do.

and no, i don't see you as a sister.
i really never did at all.


&&& i stopped liking that nat in 2005.
&&& i stopped liking vivien in dec.


so smile okay.
you smiled for me once ytd,
smile again will you?


because you look really pretty when you smile.
especially yesterday.