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Playing tennis in the hot sun;
barefooted is extremely stupid + suicidal.

Playing tennis in the hot sun;
with the options above & with a certain Nicholas koh,
is beyond stupid & beyond suicidal.

My entire sole of the leg is like peeling off now lah!

Okay today we had Jap class &
i was supposed to wake up at 8 to go his house at 9 to play tennis.
But i was so damn sleepy i slept till 10.
I was supposed to call Tarcia at 9 and when i woke up she already sent me some
message lah.

Gosh!

Cabbed to jap teacher's house at UE square.
Bought breakfast from delifrance and tried to finish them before entering her house.

Survived the lesson from 11:10-12:35.

Cabbed with nick to Botanical gardens for lunch after that.
We had the jalan kayu prata : D
Then we walked around the whole garden and im gonna upload photos later!

& after that we cabbed to his house and we played tennis and now
my legs are feeling burnt.
Bleh.

&&& tomorrow's the release of results & i can't deny im feeling damn scared now.
Hahaa.

& mom wrote me this note some 3 days ago,
cause we weren't on talking terms so she wrote the note to me
& i think its meaningful.

"Isaac,
Mom hopes you are big enough to make wise decisions.
As you are waiting for your results, please do spend some quiet moment
with God by praying to Him and waiting upon Him.
All you need is to PRAY.
Be a good boy and walk close to the Lord who will take care of your needs ok?
Call mom before you leave the house.
Take care,
mom."

I usually throw away notes anybody write to me,
but i don't know why i kept this note.

But i do realise that i've been straying from God for the last year.
& its quite scary.

Oh man, i've used OMG countless times,
I've used goddamnit countless times,
i've blasmphemed countless times!

I've like going on a straight path to hell;
im sure of that.
& i seriously need to repent.

Yeah yeah critics would probably tell me,
its just a little too late to come repent now just before the results
& that i had more then a year to repent.

Well, i'll say,
Maybe, Maybe not.

But i want to make my stand on certain things.
1) Religion and my Belief are in two different spheres.
If the spheres should infuse together, there probably would be massive chaos.
Therefore, they should be kept in two different spheres; Religion & a Belief.

I can place my total belief in money,
but i don't deitize money, therefore i don't think of money as a Religion.

I can pretend that God doesn't exsist,
but i know he does and i know im here because of him, & therefore,
i have God as my Religion.

2)Words and Actions are also in two different spheres.
Saying something doesn't have a mutual bond for action to be taken.

Saying is just merely saying it with words;
Action is the physical act of, also the secondary act of, saying,
which is a primary act.

From statistics, it is known that 98% of humans tells a lie every hour.
So saying, doesn't incalculate belief in an action being initiated.

3)Love isn't a supernatural force that binds you.
Love is a natural feeling.

Love is also, an amazing sense of wonder, when instilled in someone,
or in oneself.

I believe in love.
But i don't believe in the force behind it.

My toes are pain!
Extremely pain; okay im gonna upload photos sooon. : D

but i don't know how to tell you.