Oh the curse of men & war;

I don't like today.

Because i just don't.

Im generally in a bad mood.
& i think it's because of you.

You know why i fell for you?
Oh, because i saw myself in your eyes.
I saw the very replica of me, in your eyes.
I saw the vulnerable being,
the never-failing-to-believe soul.

& when you put your hand in mine,
somehow, it fitted perfectly.

You were uniquely different.
The angel of kindness.
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& you know why i changed my mind?
Because when i looked into your eyes again,
i saw emptiness.

& when you entwined your fingers with mine again,
it felt so, different.
So different.

The times i poked you and the time i poked you.
Everything is different already.

But i made the choice already.

Im no longer going to love you;
I am sorry.

& my father taught me to never regret any choices i make in my life.
& hell, im not gonna regret this either.

BUT WAIT.
IM GOING TO TELL YOU THIS FOR THE LAST TIME!

I LOVE YOU HONEY!

Okay done.

Our fates' bound & sworn.