The implications of love;

& today, i promised her,
i won't love you anymore.

Today i played with Aaron during church.

He was so lovable.
He pointed to me & said, "you're my daddie."
Then he pointed to Chloe & said, "& you're the mommie."
Then Chloe pointed to my cousin, Clement & said,
"& he's the persian cat."

Cute cute cute!

Then we walked Aaron & Stanley back home & we went to cartel!
Hahaha.
Today we had 7 people!
Me, Chloe, Inez, Vanessa, Nicole, Clement, Jeremy,
We ate a lot.

Then Inez's family came to eat at Cartel too!
& her brothers are super cute;
Ethan & Darryl!

Hahaha.
Then when we were gonna go off & about to pay for the bill,
Inez just looked up and said, "My dad paid for everybody already"
Hhaha.

SUPER GOOD RIGHT ? : D

SO HERE GOES,
INEZ LEONG: YOU ROCK, THANKS THANKS THANKS I LOVE YOU!
INEZ'S FATHER: UNCLE YOU ROCK, THANKS THANKS THANKS I LOVE YOU!

Okay done.
Then we went to video ezy to get movies : D
Hahaha.

Then to taka then to paragon!
PRADAAAAA : D

Hhahaha.

& Vanessa gave me cards & a book today!
: D

Im going to write everyone of them out here,
because its very touching & i think it means a lot to me.

First note;
"Hullo Isaac!
After i read your blog(i hope you don't mind),
I decided to get this book for you.
I'm praying that you will read it and that God will touch your heart.
I hope it will help you grow spiritually!

I think that you're an awesome friend & that you will always be one,
so continue to be one and never be swayed by the world, greed
or money okay!

I will always be there for you yea!

Love, BUM.


Second note;
Happiness.
I think it comes from God only.
It's cool to be wise, right ?
The wise are always respected.
But in Ecclesiastes 1:18, it says that,
"For much wisdom comes much sorrow.
The more knowledge, the more grief.
Why? My bible says that ( in foot notes )
Wisdom without god leads to sorrow,
so perhaps only God can make someone happy.
Even if you have money, love, friends, wealth, wisdom, power,
you will not be happy.
Unless you have God!
agreed?

Love, BUM.


Third note;
Hey Isaac,
I hope this book finds you well,
may it bless you.
Hmmm, I'm not implying that i think you're not true or real to people,
I don't know your thoughts, you know yourself.
And if you feel that all you do, all you are is a facade,
then do read the book. (: Let me tell you what I think love is.
I don't use the words "I love you" often.
I think its subjective.
I may sound like a bitch, but i'll tell you that I don't really know how to love.

I mean, they say love is when you care a lot about other people,
think about them all the time and want the best for them.
But what if the best for them might hurt them or if what they w ant requires
not time and money from you, but inconvenience.

What if they expect you to do something you hate and you
dislike them for that.
Does it count if all these happens?- Count as love even if you decide
not to do the thing they want and you hate?

But like Jesus Jesus loved us, he died for us to show that.

So maybe, we can set him as our benchmark for love.
Unless you are willing to go through suffering, beating, torturing
& unless you are willing to die for your friends, then you do love them.

Maybe you and everyone ( plus me ) should only say,
"I love you" when they can do the above,
cos action speaks louder than words (:

What do you think?
BUM.


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Okay finished.
Its touching, but truthful.

I mean, when i loved Nicole, i could put her above my friends,
but i couldn't put her above money.

When i loved Sarah, i could die for her,
but i couldn't put her above my friends.

When i loved Vivien, i could put her above all my money,
but i couldn't die for her.

I don't know.

I told them i loved them,
but do i really mean it ?
I really don't know.

That's why i need to learn.

Sigh, lie.
It's the ends to remember.