& i hope this makes you smile;

& i know you believed.
& i know you had dreams.

& then i understood everything;
that you told me in the past weeks.

now; i don't blame you any longer.
& i am sorry.
I am.

& i knew that how difficult it was, for you to tell me
that you love me too.

& then i knew that i would still smile whenever,
we met again.

& forgive me for the words unsaid,
whenever we met.

& i always wanted to tell you i love you;
& watch your eyes sparkle.


& i am sorry it took all this time to see,
that i am where i am,
because of you.

& i hope you're happy with mine and your lives;
as we both lead different lives.

&&& finally,
i hope this makes you smile.

I really do.