Comprehension;

"Don't believe in me."

You don't understand do you.
You never did.
& neither will you ever do.

Sometimes i wonder what makes everyone happy.

Food?
Money?
Love?
Power?

What.

It really bothers me.

Because i think the things that makes people happy,
differ a lot.

What makes me happy then?
Honestly ?
I don't know.

I really don't.

Sometimes i'm happy.
Sometimes i'm not.

When i'm not,
i still act like im happy.

Honestly, has anyone seen me sad ?

Oh maybe sarah did; when she was leaving, at the airport.

Oh wells, im gonna go back to grand copthorne now.
Update when im there.


"Cause you'll expect something, but get nothing."

If you knew what i told your brother maybe you'll understand.
I never expected ANYTHING back.
I never at all.

I didn't want your like or love back either.
I didn't.

I just wanted you to know.