& the means to make dreams real?


Oh man.
Why does Physics have to be so damn hard!
$%#%@$^@$^#%^@$&!

But oh well, its over.
English was a little good though.

I loved my compo.
I wrote about Dreams.
One of the questions was just, Dreams.

So i started off with a flashback, to a scene in a classroom when i was 6.
About our teacher asking us what we wanted to be.
All the way to ending the compo with,

I wanted to be a _______ when i was six.
I want to be a _______ when i am sixteen.
& im confidently postitive,
that i will want to be a _______ when i am twenty-six.

Than the last paragraph was,

As he had taught me,
"Dreams can be real. But the means to make dreams real is the ability
of oneself to believe in the immense amount of potential he/she has. Trusting
in one's capabilities. Dreams can be real."

:D

I cabbed down to church to meet esther to go study.
Than i was super hungry so we went to grab a bite first.
Than plmgs was having their peerlites camp
& they were having their break in the plaza.
So we had to trot past them and it was quite embarasssing.

Than when we came back, we saw Jillian and esther went high.
Than we were happily eating our roti john and otahs.
When i decided to stop pigging out
( & nat, if you see this, DOES IT SEEM FAMILIAR TO SOMEONE? heh heh )
& do my additional mathematics work,
i saw some people waving franctically at me from the opposite.
Jillian was at the upper room window ( or so what esther said )
Shelley and Geraldine was at the upper room door.
Haha.
Geraldine put on her braces alreadyyy!

Than we resumed our studying :D

After a while, we again got distracted when the pl people went
down to play games.
so me and esther decided to go see them by the window.
Than HAPPILY, shelley waved up again.
&, like 3/4 of the pl people looked me and me and ster,
& i was like telling her,
OMG DAMN EMBARASSING.

Haha, okay anyway work somemore :D

Then to my surprise, Shells & Geraldine came up to finddd meee.
& when shelley saw me, she was like,
-poke. "haha i got you -sticks out tongue & does her silly sign with her hands"
So cuteee!
Than we started chit chatting and all
& i was telling them how hard the physics paper was & what not.
Heh heh

Than they went home and i went back to studyy again :D

Than studied studied studied.
until esther asked me random questions when i told her i loved her :P
Haha.

like, won't ______ get jealous?
Haha.

Than we started talking shit about the poster and what not.
& we concluded that,

Intensity + Frequency = Love.
Intensity = what you do when you meet.
Frequency = the amount of time you spend.
Amount of time = money, because time = money.
What you do = money, cause you're gonna have to use money.
Therefore, love = money(square)

So thats why i want to be loved :D
I've concluded that last night!

Than mom bought dinner for us cause they had disciple class.
& we went to the firestaircase to eat our nasi lemaks.
& then we started talking about our lives
& about her _____, & my _____.
& about how foolish we were and all.

Than we started analyising things and creating hypothesis
for questions like,
1) WHY DOES NAT HATE ISAAC?
2) WHY DOES STER LIKE ______.
3) DO YOU THINK GARDENS IS A GOOD PLACE TO STAY IN?

& there was a last one,
but this one is not a question.
It was me merely stating facts.

"I LOVE TWO YEARS AGO.
IT WAS THE BEST YEAR.
OMG SO FUN.
GLENN HOUSE YOUR HOUSE EVERYTHINGGGGG! :D"

Grrr.
& we talked until 9:45
than i walked bugger down to buy her hokkien mee & i bussed home
cause i didn't want to wait my mom/dad to finish cause they'll probably end
at around 11.
-snort.

Today was good.
Minus away the papers.

"You promised to call her, but you didn't.
Why? You liked her so much Isaac. So much.
She called you, you rejected her call. If she never talks to you again
Isaac, you only have yourself to blame."

"She isn't replying my messages.
Urgh. This sucks. Oh well, at least there's gonna be guests over
tonight. & i think i owe her an apology.
An apology that she'll never see.
I am sorry Natalie."


Ironically,
its up here for the world to see now.
Because i realised that by talking about your past,
will you than be able to forget it.

A quote from the history textbook;
"We learn history so as to not repeat the
mistakes our forefathers made."