A late understanding.

Know the difference between
the methods of lying and speaking the truth?

"When I lie, I smile.
When I lie, I cry.
When I lie, I nod.
When I don't lie, I look away."

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Here i am, awake at 7:30 to talk to ben.
& he's all the way in vancouver.
Haha.

Anyway, i hate the rain yesterday.
Literature was oh so good. (:
But mom pissed me off yesterday.

I went with Jesse to his tailor to make his grad night shirt.
Than i saw the cloth from emmano
& it was orange and black and it looked so nice.
& it would have cost me less than a $100.

So i called mom up.

Me: Mom can i please make my grad night shirt its the same orange/black one from raoul.
Mom: From where?
Me: Uhh some tailor.
Mom: Don't want lah. Why waste money on them, i bring you go get the raoul shirt okay?
Me: Please lah. Im already here. Its gonna cost less than 100. Raoul's gonna cost $399!
Mom: I said we go to paragon and get from Raoul.
Me: What the hell man.
Mom: & you better come back early young man.
-i slam phone down.

THIS IS CALLED, WASTING MONEY.

Than i went to church and it was raining and all,
so i got soaked.
& esther was soaked too.
BUT, we still decided to take umbrellas and walk down to cartel for lunch.

Than we came back & studiedd like mad.

Than i was deciding if i should work for dad
or maybe work of esther's mom at UOB :D
If i work for dad, i get paid $85 bucks a day for sitting around and walking
and i start work only when he goes to office and when he leaves office.
Heh heh.
If i work for ster's mom's i get paid $6.50 an hour,
but its for the experience in banking mann!
Haha.

So i don't know yett.

Then the best part of yesterday,
was when we were both hungry and dying of hunger
so we decided to call people up.

I called ____ up.
To ask if she got food.
Actually i called Jill, Xinnie, Xiaorong first.

Then _____.

Then we started chatting a while.
After a while she said.
"I tell you something, but
you cannot tell her okay?"

"Okay."

Then it went on and on.

After i put down, i told esther.
"She was good. She didn't take long to think so."

So, round 4 of debate started.
So i told esther.
"Its not about her knowing or thinking you know,
Its just that my ego gets in the way and tells me
that she isn't that smart.
She just isn't smarter than me.
Its too quick already. Im smarter."

For her to come up with such a hypothesis,
she must be brilliant. insanely brilliant.
Or unless someone told her something that wasn't true.
So we did a probability diagram.
& came out with many scenarios.

So slyyy!
Hahaha.

Aiya, but no time to think of childish thingies.

Dad came to pick me ytd.
& i was telling ster i wanna marry her.
Hahaah.

So ridiculous lah.

Im gonna wake up properly and go and meet Jesse soon.
Like walk to his house or something
then we're gonna go nick's house.

I got additional mathematics paper 1 tomorrow.
Im so scaredd.
HOW ?

-pouts.

As in I am seriously scared.
But God, im gonna leave my script in your hands yeah?
I love you.


Think twice, about who you trust.
Because that very day last week.
You trusted the wrong person.
&, sadly,
You didn't trust the right person.

That was one fatal mistake you made.

& as i said,
We learn history, so as to not repeat the mistakes our forefathers did.

"The sparkle in her eyes, it is just dazzling.
If i can quote properly,
Quote. 'She was sent from heaven to show us mortals,
what beauty really was'. Unquote."