the last sunset

"Would you like me to give you a formula for success?
It’s quite simple, really.

Double your rate of failure.
You are thinking of failure as the enemy of success.

But it isn’t at all.
You can be discouraged by failure or you can learn from it,
So go ahead and make mistakes.
Make all you can.

Because remember that’s where you will find success."
– Thomas J. Watson

Java project's over.
Freak we've come a long way!
All the way back to 2 months ago
when we actually got blasted by miss tay for
"not showing effort" in our work.
till today.

I think in the last 2.5 months,
we've changed a lot.

But whatever it is,
whatever the result,
whatever grade we get,
i can safely say that i had a great team to work with
and i can safely say that i enjoyed myself.

and i know for sure,
we did our best today.

each and every of us were great.

and im so proud of all of you! :D

with that today wraps up my java project (:
hoooo.

yesterday i didnt even sleep at all.
stayed back in school until like 10pm with glenn, jinhui, cheryl, aixing, grace, weiting, jackson, weiquan, jiaojie, peiyu, kialeng and clarissa to rush project.

then xinyi finished and we went home together. (:

reached home at 1220 and then did the report until 610 am this morning.
but i couldn't do it with xinyi's motivation!
she kept me company on the phone and on the webcam and didnt sleep too! (:

then this morning,
i came to school early to find her. : D

went to block m with her to put something back
and then we just went to wander around.
and then took this nice photo just before she went to find her friends.

oh and miss oh called me some days ago
about some pre-u seminar 2008
that she's gonna nominate me to go.

then after that some gary guy emailed the details
and it sounded really interesting,
so im quite happy (: hooo.

then i remembered back in 2005
when i got chosen to represent acs for model united nations
at stanford uni!
hahaa hooo.

so exciting la.

on tuesday night,
brought darling to go have dinner at soup kitchen
cause she's been staying up late
and i think she needs some healthy things.

tata.

shes giving THE grin again.

hoooo.

my pork soup and my sausage with chicken rice.

xinyi is greedying.

the black chicken soup i made her drink.

rah

today in school was shiok.
stayed back with glenn, jackson, thomas, weikien, peiyu, weiquan kialeng, jiaojie, clarissa
to rot after school.

the silly samantha left so fast la, like teleport like that.
then when i asked her why she disappeared, she said cause i never ask her to stay!
sillly! then she said no la cause leg pain. haha, but she messaged me something so funny i almost died of laughter.
haahaha.

then while peiyu taught me statistics,
thomas and glenn and jackson ruined everything.

jackson kept watching his power rangers at the top volume.
thomas was the root of all the problems,
kept finding fault with everything, but very funny.
then glenn was just influenced by them.

in the end we played heart attack together
dman blloody funny la. shit.

then went to meet xinyi
and we went home togetherrrr.
and i just got home and im going to faint. :(

"My mother drew a distinction between achievement and success.

She said that achievement is the knowledge that you have studied and worked hard and done the best that is in you.
Success is being praised by others.
That is nice but not as important or satisfying.
Always aim for achievement and forget about success."

- Helen Hayes

8:42 PM
isaac

Monday, January 28, 2008

"I've found the paradox that if I love until it hurts,
then there is no hurt,
but only more love."

"Being in love is when the other person's happiness is essential to your own."

8:14 PM
isaac

Face to face and a thousand miles apart

I just got home!
Went over to chloe's house for some dingdangs just now,
i had dumpling soup, WITH BROKEN-ED-UP-ED-LOOKED-LIKED-DUMPLINGS.
hahahaha.

then went over to tamp mall to meet xinyi,
but she wasn't there.
so i trained to tanah merah,
but she wasn't there.
so i whipped out my psp and i completed the WHOLE beach patrol mission,
but she still wasn't there.

then glenn and nick called my phone and i suddenly cheered up,
talked about so many silly things and our valentine's date.
haahahha so exciting!!!! :D

so an hour later,
she finally arrived.

and we decided to supper at punggol plaza.

tried to take photo through the phone,
and then failed :(

sometimes after people try to hard,
they'll stop.

I've tried my best to make me see
There's hope beyond the pain

12:24 AM
isaac

Sunday, January 27, 2008

He is one of the most haunting characters in all of literature;

At last the evolution of his evil is revealed.

He seems utterly alone,
but he has brought his demons with him.

She helps him to heal,
with her help he flourishes,
becoming the youngest person ever admitted to medical school in France.

But, his demons visit him
and torment him.
When he is old enough,
he visits them in turn.

In doing so, he discovers he has gifts beyond the academic,
and in that epiphany,
he becomes,
death's prodigy.

I never ever, went all the way so late at night,
just to buy dinner for someone who lives away from me.
I never ever, went all the way so late at night,
just to collect something from someone who lives away from me.

But i did that for xinyi yesterday night!
:D

She didnt have dinner and needed to scan something in,
so off i went to packet some dinner and we had some lovely noodles
in the playground at the foot of her block
and after that i went home and we webcammed again. haha. : D

Then this morning there was church and natalie came for service and sat with me,
natasia didnt want to go,
cause she was gonna go wesley with jiejie.

then went home and went to punggol to pick xinyi up,
bussed with her with pasir ris :D

oh and i bought some lovely bubble tea for both of us.

then glenn came to meet us,
then she left to go debbie's house and i'll go meet her later for some late dinner cum supper.
then me and glenn wondered around pasir ris.

and when he was cutting hair,
we saw sherin oh, our management teacher.
then he say he damn paiseh.

i asked why and he said...
"she must think im damn economic la, friday she know i go polyclinic,
sunday she see me at ec house cutting hair, damn it."

HAHAHAHAA.

okay, im going to bathe now than going to meet my little goose at tanah merah.
and.....

samantha, get well soon quickly then we can laugh loudly and ask nyp to call us.

with those words,
this is where i pray for you,
and i strongly recommend you pray for yourself;
that you consults the spirits of your family for wisdom and strength.

7:19 PM
isaac

Saturday, January 26, 2008

To win again;

To never stop climbing;

The rising road;

Of ultimate faith;

8:16 PM
isaac

Give me your hand,
along the desert pathway;

:D :D :D

Management project results.
Well done my fellow group mates :D

went mad in statistics today
with the teacher and my friends,
damn bloody funny.
hahahaha : D

then stayed back to play cards with weikien, weiquan and thomas
while waiting for xinyi.

went for dinner and took these photos during dinner.

went home and i just talked to her brother about romantic places to go
and then im webcamming her now.
hohoho.

today is a good day.

I'll give my love,
wherever we may go;

12:02 AM
isaac

Thursday, January 24, 2008

Live our story;

Economics was a blast.
We were panicking until like shit till the last moment,
cause the first group- samantha's group.
got shoot by the randall feller like no tomorrow. :(

then second group- cheryl's group.
also kanna shoot by the randall feller like no tomorrow. :(

but luckily our group managed to smoke our way through the questions
he shot :D hohoho, presentation was pretty fine although got cock up here and there when we were flashing the slides.

Everything was last minute,
but it shows, me, lian xin, grace and jinhui,
can work together hoho.

Java presentation was okay too,
managed to answer a bit of tay siew fong's questions
but glenn was stuck.
SIAN.

and anyway, congrats to all those who did well for O levels.
Especially to natasia!!!

this is her results.

ENGLISH LANGUAGE ONE A
LITERATURE IN ENGLISH ONE A
COMBINED HUMANITIES ONE A
MATHEMATICS ONE A
ADDITIONAL MATHEMATICS ONE A
BIOLOGY ONE A
PHYSICS ONE A
CHINESE ONE A
CHINESE(ORAL/AURAL) DIST -
ART ONE A

9 subjects, 9 points. : D

anyway, met xinyi at amk hub after school and we went home together.
dropped by compass point and went to see things.
tomorrow we're gonna go shop shop shop after school.

Yesterday's photos.
dinner :D

shes like a busy bee :D

was doing work till late at night,
so i webcammed chunwang who was with weikien and jiao jie in macs.
and i went mad. hahahaa.

goodnight.
damn bloody tired.

plus i love you.

did fireworks fly when i kissed you?

Faith, Hope & Glory.

9:39 PM
isaac

You gave me strength when i was weak;

Im almost done with economics presentation.

much thanks to xinyi,
for accompanying me until 2 am then she fell asleep.

and i just webcammed weikien, chunwang and jiaojie,
they're all at yishun's macdonalds now. hoho.

and kaye just went to sleep.

im going to grab some rest now
then off to school. hoho.

and yesterday was so so so rush,
stayed back in school until 740 just to film econs and what ever shit.
and oh,
i finished my java :D

then goosey waited for me to end
and then we went to the amk market for dinner.
still burnt down so we had some yucky food and then we took a nice walk to amk hub.
bussed home and saw the nice moon along the way home when we were walking in.

webcammed her again and i feel sad,
cause i know she was a bit sad.
boohooo.

now i dont feel like a free rider anymore.
yey yey yey and yey.

free rider = do nothing but take credit.

and i think cheryl and aixing should stop being a kanchiong spider
and glenn should go withdraw S$40 tomorrow
and samantha was high on drugs yesterday =p

goodnight.

you were my voice,
when i couldn't speak.

5:30 AM
isaac

Tuesday, January 22, 2008

If your sky is grey oh let me know
There's a place in heaven where we'll go

Im so happy now,
cause i think my java won't fail after all :D
Hohoho.

but today i didnt meet xinyi,
boohoo. :(

but i got things done,
so im quite happy hoho.

and samantha thinks she can get well just by drinking water
and not seeing a doctor. haha shes so silly!

and im very happy with glenn too,
cause glenn agreed with me plan and then he too likes the kwayteow at hougang :D

and im happy with thomas too,
cause im just happy with thomas.

this were the screenshots we took while webcamming yesterday
and im on the phone with her,
just that shes using earpiece =/

she bought a shirt and we were trying to see if the shirt i had would match hers.

then we realised we had the same vitamins :D

then both of us tried on the shirt.

a screen shot of our convo.

and dont we all agree that my darling goosey is talented in drawing?
: D

okay back to economics project before lianxin and jinhui go mad with me and g cheng,
we're like the ultimate slackers and freeloaders, time to do some works.

i miss you.

If heaven is a million years away
Oh just call me and I make your day

9:01 PM
isaac

Monday, January 21, 2008

black and white don't belong;

I bring you greetings from both xinyi and myself! :D

Screenshot of our webcam session yesterday,
will upload today's ones tomorrow.

hello everybody! D

then we were sleepy,
so time to bid everyone, goodnight.

today i went to town after school to meet her,
then we went home together :D

oh jap class in school was a blast
and i slept in the library after that haha :D

on the way home.

someone wants to emo momo

we shared a yanyan

thats one greedy piggggg. =p

dinner was at the lovely hougang mall.
with the nice sunset.

thomas greedying.

glenn greedied like theres no tomorrow.

bye bye nice sky :D

play daidee like siao.
oh anyway, this was my cards i got from daidee when we were waiting for weikien to come
and then we went to eat curry rice for dinner.

oh and i got the above cards after goose messaged me.
then went to yishun to pick up darling then we went to compasspoint to get supper
and then homed.

java project, im dead.
econs project, not so dead yet.

goodnight

but black and white combines together,
to become gray.

8:24 PM
isaac

Sunday, January 20, 2008

I've got a perfect match for the anonymous tagger.
: D

and glenn thinks its damn bloody funny cause i just show him the prefect match
for the ip address : D

but anyway to you you you,
yeah i know the pictures are nice,
thank you sooooo much : D

and no, i love xinyi, but we're not together YET,
and the last thing is,
fake? nah i dont fake, im proud to love her,
so yea... do you see me hidding her away?
haha.

how about you girl, do you even dare to put your name there?
afraid of getting flaked?
well shit, you already got flaked by natalie!
-shakes head.

okay sleep well people,
long day tomorrow.

and i just got home from sending darling home.
went to yishun to pick her up :D

hoho.

and psst,
i think samantha like ugly ducklings.
-chuckles.

goodnight world.

11:51 PM
isaac

Other girls will come along,
they always do.

Im at the library at hougang mall now with weiquan and glenn.
The bleedy thomas left after lunch to go to play soccer, in the rain, bloody shit boy.

Okay anyway, trying very hard to do the stupid java project now,
and i tell you the java project is going to make me go mad i tell you.
i want to sleep :(

but i must must must come out with the damn codes,
cause glenn's on the verge of nervous breakdown already!!!
&... if no codes = fail. fail = remodule. remodule = repeat year. repeat year = leave nyp. :(

anyway, churched this morning,
and we all sat together!

then after service got mama to send me home
cause i needed to come to hougang mall to meet them.
lunch was extremely good, at kfc.
i tell you i love the benito meal at kfc :D

okay, tonight going to go to yishun to pick xinyi up
and then send her home.

so i'll probably drop by charmaine's house to say hi with my parents haha.

yesterday was a lovely day spent out.
and its also the FIRST time that xinyi woke up earlier than me on a saturday.

so anyway, went to eat lovely lunch with parents and sister and natalie and natasia
yummy yummy yummy curry rice.
during lunch, the discussion came to my hair which everybody claims it looks like
a goattish tramp :(
which kinda sucks :(
so i got FORCED to cut.

and tata, short hair now :(

so anyway, came home and then bathed and get ready and then went to pick
my little goosey up : D

oh this post has lots and lots and lots of photos of us =D
bussed and trained to dhoby ghaut.

then we walked to bugis from dhoby ghaut.
and then i realised with her bag,
i look a wee bit metrosexual.

then walked around in bugis and after we got my fake bird nest tea with pearls,
we went to her salon for some hair cut,
but no slot cause she didnt make appointment, so.... had to come back at 7 pm
therefore....we left to haji lane!

i remembered amelin telling me something about haji lane last time.
so me and xin went into the silly lanes,
cause silly goosey had to buy new year clothes HAHA.

some of the shops were lovely,
some were smelly,
and some smelled REALLY REALLY nice.

took some photos inside one of the shop.

and another while we were in muji.

the ever lovely haji lane.

but it won't be as lovely as with us inside.

after haji,
we went to parkview sqare,
also home to the divine wine society : D

parkview square : D

then we went around snapping photos like tourists!

and this is the interior of the divine wine bar.
look damn bleedy nice right.

just for your information,
security's damn bleedy tight.

the ceiling.

this was the outside where we were taking the photos earlier.

reflections :D

dinner was lovely nasi lemak at qiji
while darling had laksa.

barley hoho.

then went to wait for her to cut her hair,
and this isn't her,
this is jut a picture of the salon she went to.

this is her in the corner,
the chair's blocking her :(

then went to town for somemore shopping
went to burberry to try some belts and see the shirts,
im gonna get her a matching shirt with mine and we're gonna look so good. : D

then went to zara hooo.

oh jolyn and zhiyang saw us in taka
and zhiyang called me and he said only one word.
CAUGHT. hahaha sian :)

then to wisma for some cookies and more shopping
then we trained home.
more reflections.

and i think this photo is lovely.

sleepy people at 11pm :(

bye bye everybody.

but whats the point when all I'll ever want,
is you.

2:27 PM
isaac