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Name: Yiling
Age: 14
School: Anderson Secondary
Birthday: 1 May 1990
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Choice is an illusion created between those with power,
and those without.
I've made up my mind. & nothing will change my decision. Dad always taught me since young, that we must never ever have regret the choices we make in life. Never.
"Life's simple.
You make choices and you don't look back."
& i know i wont regret. Ahh, i'll upload photos of today's outing to east coast park! heh. believe me,
you'll be in my heart.
I didn't see coincidence.
I saw providence.
I saw purpose.
11:42 PM
isaac
I gave you everything but it wasn't enough
In letting you go, I'm loving myself.
But when you got a problem,
don't come asking me for help
I'm gonna say this now
Your chance has come and gone
12:25 AM
isaac
Wisemen say,
only fools rush in;
Tomorrow got class outing. But 1/2 the class ain't going. Im starting to get all cheesy. I can't fancy myself staying in nyp at all luh! Imagine 3 years with a half-hearted class! To those who're still supporting the motion! i love you guys big time! : D I quote from nick's blog. ---------------------------------------------- Once again there is nonsense. One guy suppose to meet from breakfast now play me out just because he does not want to wake up early. That shows a lot. Given up on him. Will not be bothered from now on. And from now on will be giving up on others too. DAMN IRRITATED. Stuck in this class for 3 years... I've seen this 1001 times . Im sick and tired of this kind of nonsense. Im sure Michael knows excactly what i mean. Nowadays, the phrase "Want to come, come. Dont want to come, dont come." will be used whenever there is an outing or a meeting. Or might not even be asking them anymore. There's something called a friendship curve. Will upload it when i have time. Meanwhile, its something like that: - You want to be friends with him/her
- Hi bye friendship
- Classmate friendship
- Msn/sms friendship
- Go out together friendship
- Chit chat on phone friendship
- Best friends (peak)
- As close as brothers or sisters (can be maintained)
- Declination.
- Retired friendship.
When you mix with others, sometimes you cant reach the peak.
Sometimes you cant even reach level 5.
As of now, im giving up on a lot and keeping a few.
Im just too tired to make friends and maintain friendships already.
I seriously am.
Oh and yay for isaac cause he can choose whether he wants to go to trinity. Posted by nick koh at 12:04 AM -------------------------------------- I've reached the stage in which the annoyance level is extremely high. & i mean extremely high. From today, i ain't gonna make friends. I don't need them to survive. They're negligible. To be honest, what can they possibly have that i dont? NOTHING. OMG IM SO IRRITATED ALSO!!! GROWLS. & to nick: we're at STAGE 8. & to glenn: we're at STAGE 6, about to be 7 : D Ooooh, we made the beggar sect! Me, thomas, nick, glenn! :D hahaha. we will be learning the dog-bashing-skill soon! hahah :D Grr. Okay. IM ANNOYED. AND IM VERY ANNOYED NOW. No more being friendly. No more being socialable. No more treating people. No more saying hello to random people. Grrrr. Isaac is pissed. Nick'll understand. Maybe thats why he's my god brother. GROWLS. Make your choice soon honey,
i got to make mine in a day's time.
But i just can't help,
falling in love with you.
11:04 PM
isaac
Do you know,
where you're going to?
Bertha's going off to Perth today :( Im gonna miss her! :( Its been such a long time since we last and met and talked cock. But, it also seems that it just happened yesterday, all the times we hung out at glenn's house. Stayover at Esther's house. Church camp 3 years ago. Ah im gonna miss her :( A LOT. BYEBYE SISTER, I"LL MISS YOU! I LOVE YOU SISTER : D ooooh & to you, you suck. I HATE YOU.
Do you like the things,
that life is showing you?
8:39 AM
isaac
"Some are born great.
Some achieve greatness.
& some have greatness thrust upon them."
My sister was born great. My sister achieved greatness. Now, my sister will have greatness thrust upon her. Congratulations jiejie : D [photo here] but asked to be removed by jiejie (: so nvm : D In canteen! Jinhui & I! Im turning gay.  I look like shit.  Wan xin looking at hot boy!  Thomas looking at me :D  Today i made cheryl like like cock. Jinhui also! haha : D  Aixing and wanxin :D  AHHH MY 3 LAPTOPS! minus away the tablet ):  From top, clockwise: Sony VAIO, Hp PAVILLION, Apple IBOOK.  Hahah i like : D  AHhh last night went to pick jie jie up! Ahhh, jie in front, martin behind : D  00:48. The plane was supposed to land! It landed at 1! bloody sheet.  Alrighty, back to work. Hahaha. OOOH. Mom just talked to me. She told me, education's my future. I can't possibly rely on my parents forever. & she told me auntie diana called her up! then they talked about me, so im gonna have a week, a whole week, to decide my own future. To go or not to go, i'll have the ultimate choice. but her parting words to me was, "its your future isaac.
you were born great.
you were born to achieve greater things.
and now you have greatness trust upon you,
what are you going to do?
how are you going to decide?
let me know on friday what you choose."THANKS MOM! i'll choose carefully, i promise. HOHOHO!. nyp vs trinity. trinity vs nyp. Its gonna be hard. Really hard. oh wells, i got until friday! : D i'll tell you i love you, when you stop loving him.
i promise.
You had greatness thrust upon you.
10:54 PM
isaac
But if you let me go,
FINALLY JIE JIE IS COMING HOME! | 01:00 |  | SQ15 | San Francisco | 2 | 32 | | Confirmed | 00:40 |  | |
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Hurray! Hahaha. Off to the airport soon! Yey yey yey! : D I MISS JIEJIE. Can't wait for school tomorow!
You would never know...
12:05 AM
isaac
Day after day;
Time pass away.
I just got home from visiting mallory!
Every year, i give her 2 days.
I visit her/them during these 2 days.
27th may- her birthday.
31st october- her death anniversary.
If mallory was alive, she'll be 17.
If mallory was alive, we would been out have dinner today.
If mallory was alive, i would have kissed her today.
I loved mallory when she was alive,
but that doesn't mean i don't love her now.
I miss mallory.
I miss her a lot.--------------------------------------------------- Had dinner at some korean restaurant at novena square. YUMMY I LOVE KOREAN FOOD. then i walked past this shop: Life extension. It reminded me of the show, Vanilla Sky. It gave me a funny feeling towards the end of the show! hahaha. Anyway, i remembered walking past similar shops in Newyork and one in Paris. Whee, i like the sign! Bleh.  This was the sky taken from the roof of my house! :D  AHHHHH! Met he kids to go study in the afternoon! at causeway point! THERE THERE, MARKETING : D  We got bored and went to gelare to eat.  the menu.  Aixing looking for foood.  jinhui looking for something/someone in aixing's phone.  OMG MY DIGUSTING CARAMEL BANANA WAFFLE.  aixing eating like never ate before.  jinhui lost interest in life and only found some interest when his waffle came.  OOOOH! I SHOW YOU ISAAC DOMINATES THE WORLD! This is risk! im black! i cornered the enemies and im about to attack from from the right, at KAMCHATKA, from the middle top, GREENLAND and from the middle middle, NORTH AFRICA. HOHOHO.  THERE YOU GO. TOTAL WORLD DOMINATION : D -blows kisses. Isaac is much loved.  Alrighty. im sad/tired/happy/glad. NIGHTS. & i am sorry, i always denied i liked you.& I just can't get you off my mind...
10:16 PM
isaac
If only you could see,
the tears in the world you left behind.
Maybe its fate.
Maybe its not.
But i shall pretend it is.Ahhh, Had dinner at Clarie's house! :D So many people were there! wheeeee. All the rjc people and what not. Then mom/dad knows her family. So like, it was like some huge family gathering :D Blehh. : D THIS IS CLARIE'S POOL! NICE RIGHT ?! HER HOUSE IN THE BACKGROUND! CLAIRE + JENNIFER IN THE POOL.  FROM THE OTHER SIDE.  MOM PLAYING WITH NICKY : D  OOH, THE WINE : D  CLAIRE DONT KNOW HOW TO ARRANGE FRUITS LAH.  AH LAMB LEG! YUMMY.  PORK RIBS COOKING ON ELECTRICAL BBQ : D The wall white marble leh! i wanttt~  SEE THE BLUISH FLAMES FROM THE SECOND CYCLINDER ? : D  This was dinner yesterday night! Thomas eating like he never ate before.  Jinhui thinking while eating!  Cheryl emoing.  Thomas CAUGHT GREEDYING AGAIN. Aixing also : D  Oooh, dinner :D  I love bandung : D  Ah, today's mallory's birthday. 27th of may. but she isn't here. she's in heaven. she would be 17 this year. she was the most beautiful girl i've ever seen. & she would still be in my heart. i miss you mallie : D i love you. its been 7 years : D and i still miss all of them : D
If only you could heal my heart,
just one more time.
1:25 AM
isaac
What hurts the most,
Was being so close.
The house feels weird without jiejie. So wierd. I miss her ): I shall upload photos later, im off to bowling training at mount faber. My head's spinning like shit. Its like how my ball goes- spin spin spin. SPINNING LIKE SHIT. EEEEK.
& all this while,
i kept everything from you:
cause i didn't want to hurt you.
11:21 AM
isaac
There was a dream
Long time ago
There was a dream
Destined to grow
I always wanted to go overseas to study. Everybody talked about in back in secondary school, during breaks, or just random chit-chats. We would sit together in our groups and talk about where we would be going: Australia. Canada. US. England. & we were all get excited and couldn't wait to leave singapore, couldn't wait till the day we went to the airport, couldn't wait till the day we stood at the gate and waved goodbye as we walked in, couldn't wait till the day we could feel the thrust of the plane's engines. We just couldn't wait. Joel left to Vancouver. Benjamin left to Vancouver. Ivan left to Vancouver. Shaun left to Vancouver. Stephanie left to Perth. Sidne left to Perth. Charles left to Melbourne. Joseph left to Melbourne. Janean left to Melbourne Shaun left to Melbourne. Ariel left to New york. Jeremy left to New york. Tiffany left to LA. Mabel left to Washington. Natalie left to Switzerland. Germaine left to England. Clarissa left to England. Charmaine left to England. Sarah left to hongkong. Sean left to hongkong. A lot of people have left. A lot. To think of it, now i wonder: What was so great when i asked mom if i could go overseas. What was going through my mind. Oh wells, until now, i still don't have answers. I still don't understand why going overseas to study was such a big hooha. Cause to me: its nothing. Its nothing. I found friends. I found very good friends. I found someone i love.Rah. Just came back from school/bowling with the folks. Fun. For a lifetime
Of heartbreaks
That brought us here today
We will go all the way
7:44 AM
isaac
The future lies before you
Like a field of driven snow,
Be careful how you tread it,
For every step will show.
~Author Unknown
I caught Pirates: At World's End today!!
With samsam, aixing, thomas, glenn, jinhui!
Then i rushed back to school to meet krystal to go
bowling training.
GRRR.
1.6km in 9 minutes 13 seconds : D
Then we had macs for dinner with quite a fair bit of people.
Im supposed to be with mom/dad at the VVIP Golden Village
Premium Preview of Pirates: At World's End. nowwwww,
but i just have too much work,
so i couldn't go ):
SIANNN.
I AM TROUBLED.
T R O U B L E D .
I don't want to leave, because of you.
But i want to leave, because of you.
This made me cry.
Session Start: Monday, May 21, 2007 - ♥ ISAAC LOH SHENG WEI. & as i go off, i'll remember: all the times we, had together. (sia_rawks@hotmail.com)
- hey, i can smile (censored for privacy sake@hotmail.com)
| (10:29 PM) ♥ ISAAC LOH SHEN: | what would you do | | (10:29 PM) ♥ ISAAC LOH SHEN: | if one day | | (10:29 PM) ♥ ISAAC LOH SHEN: | you find out | | (10:29 PM) ♥ ISAAC LOH SHEN: | i had to leave singapore. |
| 10:29 PM) hey, i can smile: | i will do  thing | | (10:29 PM) ♥ ISAAC LOH SHEN: | okay | | (10:29 PM) hey, i can smile: | because | | (10:30 PM) hey, i can smile: | i can t do anything, | | (10:30 PM) ♥ ISAAC LOH SHEN: | you made me cry |
BACK TO WORK NOW!
Wherever you go, go with all your heart.
~Confucius
11:52 PM
isaac
And as our lives change;
I like today. I like today a lot. I had dinner with Thomas, Nick, Michael & Jake at the AMK hawker centre. Had a lot of stingrays and chengteng! NICE NICE YUMMY. I laughed a lot also. As in, a lot. It helped me take my mind of a lot of things on my mind. A lot of things. & today, during school, i had the funny feeling in my tummy again. Oh wells. Today we took photos. I like this photo a lot.  Wanxin's nice and cute pencil box. & the apple juice rocks.  Mr chee, during accounting tutorial.  Glenn, and his bakchang! looking at aixing :D  Wanxing in the foreground, G cheng, Cheryl, Thomas ( the bugger looking here ), Weikien, presenting answers.  WANXIN : D  Close up shot of Mr Chee.  Dinner at the market! The stingray.  Nick being greedy.  Michael deciding to eat or not.  Jake, ALWAYS GREEDY!  Yesterday i went out with chloe & these were the photos! HEEE. The cheese for our nachos :D  Chloe messaging her JOEL in the theatre :D  Lunch at Lerk Thai!  Chloe picking food.  Chloe grinning when she saw the food she wanted.  Chloe happily messaging after we ordered the foo.d.  OOOH MY GLASS OF WATER LOOKS NICE.  Green curry + Mango salad.  OOOOH I LOVE THIS TAPIOCA! 4 pieces cost S$8.50, but damn worth it! SHIOK.  Chloe picking what to attack first! Lunch looks good eh? THE CHICKEN FRIED RICE SHIOK! : D  Chloe is full.  I love the way the salad is arranged :D  Oooh, green curry! -shudders.  In the cab when she was cabbing me home. OH HER SKIRT DAMN SHORT PLUS DAMN UGLY. Silly girl, been tryin to tell her to stop wearing short skirts!  SEE ?! LOOK HOW SHORT!!!! AND HOW UGLY!!! Stupid chloe.  Ahhh, this was breakfast with nick at taka before i went to meet chloe. at mos burger at takashimaya. (: Nick looking at my notes.  Nick looking at the hot girl.  Nick grinning at me TRYING TO pretend he wasn't eyeing the hot girl.  NICK IS STILL EYEING THE HOT GIRL!  NICK IS QUITE EMBARASSED WHEN HE FOUND OUT, I KNOW HE WAS EYEING THE GIRL.  NICK NEEDS TO HIDE FROM THE SHAME!!!! Hahaha.  Listening to WHAT HURTS THE MOST now, making me emo lah! & jinhui's not helping! grrr.
& i hid those words in my heart,
because i knew,
i would have to leave you behind.& i just didn't want to make you sadder.
because i love you.We will still be,
Friends Forever.
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