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Saturday, December 30, 2006 Chocolate! & i held my phone the whole day, willing it to ring. It didn't. Today was chaotic! : D I woke up at 10! Then i bathed and lazed till about 1120, then we set off to taka first! Went to collect some shoes from ferragamo; dad's shoes. Then we went to suntec to the LG Digital plaza : D Then we bought teevee for the dining room : D Okay then we went to see mom's amg. & collect the sharp teevee that came FOC with the amg : D & the sharp's gonna be in the living room with the 2 other LG ones that are already drilled in the wall. Mom says the sharp one's gonna be just placed on the stand and so we can easily rotate the lcd screen. Okay after that, dad wanted to go transfer money out of our Singapore accounts to the offshore accounts so we went to the UOB bank at shenton way & i was bored so i got nick to call me : D YAHOO. After UOB, i went to find mommie to collect her IC from her, then dad & I went to plaza sing to starhubbbb! We went to sign another 2 year contract for my phone, & yes, 81124447 is another 2 years, & get cable for my rooom! Yahoooooot. OH OH OH AND SO, I BOUGHT THE LG CHOCOLATE PHONE. ITS SEXY. VERY SEXY. Phone with slider down : D AHHHH VERY NICE : D I LOVE. Its almost 4am now! im gonna go bed now and wake up at like noon tomorrow : D & you, whom don't have a conscience. i waited the whole day. Friday, December 29, 2006 Emotions captured me; Remember the day of my birthday? You knew it was my birthday, but you didn't wish me. You didn't. Im off to taka! Im off! Im off! That's after i bathe though. My whole table is cleared now : D TWO WHOLE DAYS & I FINALLY FINISHED IT : D &&& I was on the phone with viviennn from 23:48 to 02:01 exactly! We were just like talking nonsense and all & cause she was SCARED of the JINGLING sounds : D Hahah. & she was the one who told me that windchimes means got ghost. -shudders. Hahaha! Viviennn, i woke up at 10! You're still sleeeeeeeping! QUICKLY WAKE UP & DO YOUR HOMEWORK LA LA LA! AIYOOOOOOO. Okay i neeeeeeda go now! Quickly wake up okay vivien? : D & when you finally learn how to love, i'll love you then. Thursday, December 28, 2006 Gold class; & then i realised i want you. FINALLY; the net is up and running, although its still quite slow & jerky. RAHHHHH. Today was super good can. I met Chloe & Mae at starbucks at vivo in the morning. Then they ate while i just had a drink. Then we went into the Golden Village Gold Class lounge at 10:20. Super good can. The service was like top notch. You go into the lounge, you sit down, they bring you the nice menus. You choose what you wanna eat. You go inside when they tell you & they lead you to the seats. & they serve the food to you halfway like the airplanes. Okay the seats were like the ones in the Singapore Airlines' Raffles Class. At the edge of the chair were the buttons for you to recline the chair to about 170 degrees. & there was some wooly blanket for you to keep warm tooo! There were only couple seats for gold class, so we sat like, ME/CHLOE. MAE. Then mae started WHINING that she didn't wanna be alone so we sat like this, ME/CHLOE&MAE. Poor chloe. Chloe kept poking and attacking me during the movie can! We watched NIGHT AT THE MUSEUM! OMG NICE CAN : D Then i needed to go pee halfway and i didn't dare to go alone, so i stood up and just prancing until chloe took pity on me and followed me to the toilet : D Okay after the movie, i dropped my wallet with my important things. cause i put my wallet in chloe's handbag and i think it dropped out. & i didn't know until like an hour later when i was gonna buy chloe sweets. So i practically ran back to the cinema cause i don't know where i dropped it. Then when i went in, i asked the woman, EXCUSE ME I DROPPED MY... she: YOUR WALLET? she: YEAH WE HAVE IT; GO TO THE BAR TO TAKE IT. me: OMG THANK YOU. Hahaah. Then i was telling Chloe & Mae that if we watched in the normal cinema with all the clowns, confirm stolen. LV wallet. $300 plus inside. 2 atm cards. 1 credit card. 1 singapore island country club card. 1 seletar country club card. 1 cashcard. 1 coffee bean card. WHO WONT STEAL ?! I WOULD ALSO CAN. But when i went down, i realised i had $200 missing. But heck i got everything else back so im really glad : D Heh heh heh. Then we walked around and Chloe dearest wanted to shop shop shop. So we shopped shopped shopped & then we had akashi for lunch : D & we spent a lot of money. MOVIE TICKET @ GOLD CLASS PER PERSON- S$25. ONE MEAL @ GOLD CLASS LOUNGE PER PERSON- S$25. 3 of us, so it was (S$25 + S$25) x 3 - S$150. Lunch cost S$98.70. just S$240 on nonsencial things :D but fun lah. OH & my S$200 i lost. Then we took a round trip cable car : D & it cost $ 37.90 =/ But it was fun again. Me & chloe were attacking each other and the car was like SWAY SWAY SWAY. Hahaha & Mae kept closing her eyes! Omg so funny! Okay they we cabbed back & they dropped me home. Yay i love you girls : D Okay tomorrow Nick comes back OMG OMG OMG :D VIVIEN COMES BACK TOOO WAH HOOOOO : D & SO DOES RACHEL THE MAD ONE : D OKAY NICK LISTEN UP; FROM NOW ON WE CAN ONLY WATCH MOVIES IN THE GOLD CLASS OKAY :D VERY NICE. HAHAHA : D OKAY QUICKLY COME BACK DUMBOS : D & day one of room packing goes on fine. the day you went away; Wednesday, December 27, 2006 To tell you, i love you; After some time, I've finally made up my mind. You are the girl & i really want to make you mine. I'm searching everywhere, to find you again. To tell you i love you, & i'm sorry for the things i've done. Gold class day. Catching Night At the Museum with Chloe & Mae at vivo later : D We're gonna watch in the gold class theatre : D Yesterday I went to vivo with my small group also. Had Carls Jn for tea/dinner. Then walked around cause xinnie wanted to look for winnie's present. Then we watched the 18:50 show- The Curse of the Golden Flower. The show was relatively good, in the way everything was cheographed and all, but i think the ending was stupid. Yeah i mean they gave up an open ending! But hell! I do not pay S$7 to keep asking myself whats the ending! OI VIVIEN KOH; remember the tale of the two sister! Aiyo its like that! Imagine meeeeeeeee thinkinggg againnn! #$%#$%#$%#@$%#@ Okay then we walked more to buy winnie's thingie. Then i left and trained home & daddie picked me up from serangoon : D Met natasia on the way home so dad gave her a lift home tooo. Okay im gonna get ready to go out soon. IMPORTANT ANNOUNCEMENT!!!! ----------------------- IF YOU ARE THE 14/15/16 YEAR OLD GIRL, BOWLING AT SERANGOON GARDENS COUNTRY CLUB, AT ABOUT 1-2PM LIKE THAT, WITH A GROUP OF 3 OTHER GIRLS. & YOU WORE THE WHITE POLO WITH A BLACK/BLUE SKIRT, EMAIL ME! BECAUSE I WANT TO MEET YOU. I SWEAR TO MY BUTT; YOU BOWL BETTER THEN ANYONE I'VE SEEN IN THE LAST 16 YEARS OF MY LIFE! EVEN MY GODFATHER AGREES! SO YAH. P.S: If my eye was cocked and i didn't recgonise you and your name happens to be pearlyn, don't waste time emailing me. haha. ---------------- Okay, one day till nickkkkkkk koh comes back : D wahooooo! & im falling for you again; Tuesday, December 26, 2006 The feeling; & i know i miss you. Its almost as certain as the sun, rising in the east. I know i miss you; a lot. Monday, December 25, 2006 Because of love; As the years went by, i learnt more about gifts. The giving of myself, & what it means. My head's spinning so early on Christmas morning; real bad. & i realised that i gotta learn how to love. Love properly. Love truthfully. Love sincerely. Because i realised i've over ultilised the words, "i love you". BUT I DO KNOW THAT I REALLY MEANT IT WHEN I TOLD YOU I LOVE YOU : D Okay; its time to rethink my life through. & i called nick yesterday! They're in KL. & it was so noisy and we talked for like so long : D We sounded so happy. Gonna go out for lunch now & socialising. I want to feel your hand in mine. Christmas; & its the worst Christmas i ever had, all my life. you weren't here for me; Sunday, December 24, 2006 Lonely; "Lonely. The path you have chosen. A restless road; no turning back. One day you, will find your love again. Don't you know- Don't let go; Be strong." & those words were from my favourite song. & those words were uttered from your mouth. & those words, meant the world to me. There's gonna be a Christmas party tonight at church : D Im kinda excited. & inez just messaged me, telling me, ".& i've gt 2 wear a dress!!!" & so i told her, i think she looks prettier in a dress! HAHA : D okay we all went to cartel today. Mae. Chloe. Nicole. Inez. Vanessa. Me. & the bill came to S$140! The best part of it all was that, noone finished their food except Vanessa. & silly mae ordered something too spicy so she just left it there and ordered another thing. BUT I FORGIVE HER BECAUSE SHE GAVE ME A SUPER NICE AND SUPER LOVABLE BEAR FOR CHRISTMAS. OMG I LOVE IT! Chloe gave me an Il Divo CD :D THANKS BABY! WO AI NI. Nicole gave me a super cute froggie with HUGE EYES : D I think she just saw the beautiful resemblence of our eyes : D YAY I LOVE THEM : D Okay i still neeeed to rush my cards. & i emphasize this point again; If you receive a card from me this Christmas, it just means that you're someone important to me in my life & that i love you : D Haha. Okay i neeeeeeed to go shit; but i still miss her. Friday, December 22, 2006 Gifts; Oh shit i haven't finished buying gifts yet! SHIT SHIT SHIT Plus i wanna fly to kl to eat bakuteh! Grrrr. but my parting gift to you; would make you remember me & i, remember you. Give or take; half a million Singapore Dollars. Recollections; "What if you had to tell the most important person in the world to you, the most important thing. What would you do?" I'll try. I WANNA COMPLAIN! WALAU! I woke up at 8:10 because my sister STORMED into my room and demanded to see my watch. ( which i safely hidden under my pillow ) I think she's jealous : D Trip trip trip! Day one; 18th december 2006. We started off at about 4:40; reaching second link at about 5. & hitting the NORTH SOUTH highway at about 5:45. Then we just continued on until we reached genting. & i realised; a renault is as powerful as a BMW 5 series. Dad hit 182km/h on mom's car. Godpa just leisurely followed by the side. also at 182km/h. BUT HAHAH : D WE GOT FINED; THEY DIDN'T. Okay we reached Genting at about 9 plus 10 am. Then the Genting people came down to meet us at the cable car station & like they were super posh & all. So we cable car-ed up. & when we reached up there; it was like KING treatment can. Imagine; like 2 people carrying your bags for you. & another 1 talking to you while 1 leads the way. So we had 4 people following us & 4 people following godpa/ma. We looked like some hell of a big shot. Anyway; they gave us first world hotel to stay in. So like when we got into the room, there were certain outbursts. I quote; DAD: "THIS IS SMALLER THEN MY BATHROOM" MOM: "AIYO DONT EVEN HAVE PLACE TO HANG CLOTHES" ME: "I WANT TO SLEEEEEP ALREADY LAHHH! -YAWNS" Hahaha : D So mom called up the people and told complained to them & so they kindly upgraded us to the worldclub suite : D Which was still as small; for a suite. Then it was so damn cloudy and all so the outdoor theme park wasn't open so they wanted to go to the casino and gamble. OKAY FUNNY PART COMING. We went into Casino De Genting. Then the idiot guy stopped me. & asked me for my IC. Him: ic. Ic. IC. Me: I am a tourist; why the hell would i bring my Ic here? Him: Sorry, passport. Passport. PASSPORT. (he just likes to repeat his words three times =/ ) Me: Its in the hotel & my hotel is at the first world and its 10 minutes walk away. Him: Sorry, you how old? Dad: 16. Him: Sorry cannot sir. Me: & to think i almost got in! -grumbles. Him: Sorry sirs. Dad: Whats your name ? Him: ______ Rassad. Dad: Okay Mr Rassad, i understand the legal complications. BUT; i am going to bet with you, that my son would be able to go past you & the security system you uphold, once the clock strikes 2000hours. Him: -smiles. This one close tonight Sir, must go others. Dad: All the more ah bung, All the more. -walks off. Okay so we went to eat more and just drink coffee and eat more again until we were too full for dinner. At 7:45 pm, dad & godpa went to meet the Genting Group's Managing director for the formalities. & then, FUN PART : D He led us towards the Casino. & my dad said, my son's only 16. & our dearest MD replied, im only 33. HAHAHAHA. So anyway, we went back to the North gate of Casino De Genting. & guess who we saw? OUR DEAR FRIEND WHO STOPPED ME : D So anyway, the MD walked first then we just followed & the guards were like -head bowed to him. So once we went past the metal barricades and detectors; the guy looked up & the shock on his face was unbelievable. & my dad still had to rub it in; "You see. I win." Hahaha : D So anyway, i just watched all of them gamble. & i watched all the people whom Genting invited gamble too. I SAW THIS IDIOT OLD MAN FROM ITALY. HE PLACED HIS BET FOR ROULETTE AND MY EYES ALMOST POPPED. He had his stack of chips, maybe like 20 stacks of 10 each. so thats 200. & each chip had the value of $ 1000. $200,000. Mad. Dad won i think 11k in 10 minutes, but mommie lost like a few k in 10 minutes also so i think it evened out. Godma got stuck to the slots. Godpa went to roulette ( thats why i saw the stupid old man ) Dad went to dice & mom went to blackjack. Okay they gambled past midnight so i went back to sleeep first. DAY TWO; 19th December 2006. I woke up at about 10. & everyone else was still asleep =/ So i went back to sleep and everybody was finally awake at about noon. Then we went to bowl first; i bowled with godpa while mom/dad/godma went to Casino again. Then we bowled for 3 hours, 8 games each, & THEY STILL WERENT OUT YET! $@#$@#$ Godpa called them and when they came out we went to shoot arrows at the archery range : D 50 shots; 28 bullseyes at a 10m range : D : D Okay then we went to watch DEJAVU : D @ the cinema; cheap cheap cheap! VERY NICE : D Then we had to go change and wear nice clothes for the gala night : D It was held at the GICC. Genting International Convention Centre. SUPER SUPER SUPER lot of people plus SUPER SUPER SUPER lot of press. Haha dinner was 10 course chinese menu. &&& I SAW SOPHIA THERE! OMG OMG OMG I was just sitting down and eating when she came from behind & -tap tap. ISAAC LOH? HAHAH : D Then i was very happy cause i was gonna be bored. Her parents got invited tooooo : D So after the 7th course we were really bored cause they were so many coporate speeches and all. So dad gave us money to buy tickets to watch MYSTERIA : D OH MY MAMA : D Very niceee okay It was a illusion show and it was super good. Then after that, our parents went back to the casinos for the second part of the gala & sophia wanted to sit the bumper cars but i wanted to play archery so she followed me first then i followed her but i didn't sit the cars. : D i just went to eat baskin robbins ice cream : D then we walked back to our rooms and she stayed one floor higher then us! asshole! Okay sleep sleep sleep again. DAY THREE; 20th December 2006. woke up at 9. checked out at 11; thanked the Genting people for the wonderful time. Cable car-ed down. Drove to kl. Checked into THE REGENT. HAHAHA : D WE STAYED IN THE EXECUTIVE SUITES. & the normal price for the suites is like RM 4990 PER NIGHT. But it was all paid for the the genting people : D opposite us was THE MARRIOT & THE WESTIN : D & behind THE WESTIN is the RITZ-CARLTON : D The place we ALWAYS stay when we go KL :D Godma was telling me that our area was the most posh area. like she was right; the marriot had one huge LV : D Okay then after checking in, we went to eat. EAT EAT EAT then we went to lot 10 to shop shop shop : D then had massage at night very nice : D I HAD A PRETTY LADY : D HAHAHA! Slept at 9 plus. DAY FOUR; 21st December 2006. Went to KLCC in the morning to shop. OMG I LOVE MY FATHER. There were all the branded shops there. Prada. Gucci. Cartier. T&C. Hermes & all. So we went into SINCERE & dad bought me my watch : D I LOVE DADDIE : D SGD 172,299 : D WO AI NI PAPA :D Haha. Mom & godma went mad shopping. Then we checked out at 2 & drove back : D I LOVE. Trip back was good but a lot of traffic jam along the north south highway. We stopped at some nice restaurant for dinner and we reached singapore only at like 9:50pm. : D OKAY IM SLEEEEPY NOW & i love my watch; sorry jie :D & i told the most important person in the world to me, the most important thing. Thursday, December 21, 2006 I LOVE YOU; MY FATHER ROCKS : D I GOT WHAT I WANTED SINCE 27th APRIL 2006. FRANCK MULLER'S GRAND COMPLICATIONS; CRAZY HOURS TOURBILLION : D OMG LOVE! OKAY I WILL BLOG ABOUT MY TRIP TOMORROW; I WANT TO SLEEEEEP: NOW! & i swear to God; i tried to stop thinking about you. Monday, December 18, 2006 I believe in you; A plethora of posts today! Maybe because im not gonna have time to blog there; Bleargh. Lonely The path you have chosen A restless road No turning back One day you Will find your light again Don't you know Don't let go Be strong Follow you heart Let your love lead through the darkness Back to a place you once knew I believe, I believe, I believe In you Follow your dreams Be yourself, an angel of kindness There's nothing that you can not do I believe, I believe, I believe In you. Tout seul Tu t'en iras tout seul Coeur ouvert A L'univers Poursuis ta quete Sans regarder derriere N'attends pas Que le jour Se leve Suis ton etoile Va jusqu'ou ton reve t'emporte Un jour tu le toucheras Si tu crois si tu crois si tu crois En toi Suis la lumiere N'eteins pas la flamme que tu portes Au fonds de toi souviens-toi Que je crois que je crois que je crois Que je crois En toi Someday I'll find you Someday you'll find me too And when I hold you close I'll know that is true Follow your heart Let you love lead through the darkness Back to a place you once knew I believe, I believe, I believe in you Follow your dreams Be yourself, an angel of kindness There's nothing that you can not do I believe, I believe, I believe In you. I like this song. But the hidden meaning behind that song, is that i wanted to tell you; I BELIEVE IN YOU. When you win; i believed in you. When you lost; i believed in you. So, do your best. Because i believe in you. OKAY DAD'S STARTING UP THE CAR : D YAHOOOOO. You know, someday i'll find you. & i know, someday you'll find me too. I love you-snort. Power; People say that knowledge is power. The more knowledge, the more power. Suppose you knew the winning numbers for the lottery? All of them? Not guessed them, not dreamed them, but really knew them? What would you do? You would run to the store, is what. You would mark those numbers on the playslip. And you would win. Same for the stock market. Suppose you really knew what was going to go way up? You're not talking about a hunch or a gut feeling here. You're not talking about a trend or a percentage game, or a whisper or a tip. You're talking about knowledge. Real, hard knowledge. Supposed you had it? What would you do? You would call your broker, is what. You would buy. Then later you'd sell, & you'll be rich. Same for football, same for horses, whatever, anything. Any kind of sports at all. If you could predict the future, you'd be home and dry. No question. Same for the Oscars, same for the Nobel Prize, same for the first snowfall of winter. Same for anything. People say that knowledge is power. The more knowledge, the more power. Which makes you just about the most powerful person on earth. Because when i told you what i did, you knew. Whatever i knew from the start. & i had to tell you, because knowledge is power. My prayer; Don't you regret it any form what-so-ever? Because, i don't. It raining at 2:51 am. Good? Bad? Bad. Because dad & godpa intend to drive at like 150-170km/h. It's very cold now; almost like a prequel to Genting. But its so weird, i've been to places with temperature literally dipping below zero! Ski slopes; glacier mountains; etc. But i don't feel that cold. & bestie; what i messaged you last night, i was right. But its okay, you rock & i still love you- & i've decided not to bring my wallet there too. I'm just gonna carry, 1)my uob nets card. 2)my uob credit card. &&& i just realised within the 3 weeks since i've attained my credit card, i've been signing like some mad cow; I hope dad doesn't pop when the statement comes. : D I'm feeling cold; very cold. &, how long can you hide the truth. How long can you? You could live in self denial all your life. But if you're happy, i'll live in that as well; but only if you are happy. I STILL CANNOT FIND MY PASSPORT! $$%#% Goodbye world; Till we meet again. I pray you'll be my eyes, & watch me where I go. & help me to be wise, in times when i don't know. Let this be my prayer, When shadows fill my day lead me to a place, guide us with your grace, give us faith so i'll be safe. I ask that life be kind. & watch me from above. I hope each soul will find, another soul to love. Let this be my prayer; as we go our ways. Oh; im gonna start selling things soon. I feel my room getting smaller again! & ernica; i'll be away for a few days. But don't worry, im gonna still fund your shop : D I promised didn't i ? & chloe; read the sms properly yah. You blind cat. & ann; i want my $ when i come back. & glenn; i want my $ when i come back. & nick koh; i told her already. Because i think she deserves to know. and don't forget our CDL plan ah. Oh & tell rachel; kindness gets repaid with kindness. i'll buy her the Hermes watch for sure. OHHHHHHHHHHHHH! MY FRANCK MULLER WATCH IS GONNA COME VERY VERY SOON : D AS IN DAD'S GONNA BUY IT FOR ME! : D Crazy hours limited edition; encrusted with 0.22 carat diamond around it : D Jie bought hers in milan, 22700 euros. Dad's gonna buy mine and its like only 59-64k. I think jie got ripped. BUT YAY I LOVE MY WATCH. Oh & about the kindness thing; When i stayed over at Nick's house some nights ago, i was feeling extremely extremely extremely thirsty. Plus i could tell i was gonna get ulcers soon, if i didn't drink. So i asked ______ to take water for me. But she persistently didn't want too. & i turned to ______ also. But he too, gave excuses about it. =/ BUT I STILL LOVE THEM THOU : D So i was grumbling and all, but nick's other sister, Rachel, was like lying on the dog, partially asleep already. But yet she still got up to go all the way to the kitchen to take water for me. So i think she's very kind. So yesterday i was talking to Nick and i asked what she wants. Nick just jokingly said she wants the Hermes watch. & i seriously told him, okay i'll buy : D YOU SEE WORLD; IT PAYS TO BE KIND :D BYE BYE WE'RE GONNA GO LIKE SOOON! OTAH BREAD FOR BREAKFAST :D HOMEMADE BREAD :D -------------------------------- Don't you understand, i don't seek anything from you. I just want you to believe it. In the hopes that when you fall in love next time, you'll comprehend it better. We won't meet again; thats for sure. Thats why i decided to tell you; because, as i told your brother, you have earned the right to know. Goodbye to you too; & i love you. You didn't do anything wrong; don't apologise. I fell for you, whether you played a part or not. &&& you see, when i said don't doubt my taste, you really shouldn't :p BYE BYE; i love you. SMILE OKAY; SMILE EVERYDAY OF YOUR LIFE OKAY ? YOU MUST SMILE OKAY ? SMILE SMILE SMILE. DONT STOP SMILING OKAY. Because when you're happy, i'll be happy too. Sunday, December 17, 2006 Love; & here i go. Bye bye Singapore. We're off! : D & duckie ? I love you. Remember when i told you i was gonna miss you some weeks ago? I met it. & yeah; im gonna miss you again. goodbye my love : D Packing; Once again; i hate last minute packing. We're gonna start off at 4:45 am tomorrow ! Cause we're intending to reach Genting by 10 am : D Okaye; i've decided i won't bring my laptop, because we're gonna go Malaysia. Dad tells me its HIGHLY dangerous; & i ain't gonna risk a $3900 laptop! Haha; I'll be back on friday/latest saturday. Goodnight & goodbye people! & you understand honey? that i fell for you when you stayed up with me alone, & looked me in the eye and talked. Because i saw everything i wanted to see; & i knew everything i wanted to know. Realisation; & i will tell you, i love you before i leave. I promise. Just as i promised your brother i'll tell you, you must promise to tell noone. But before that, PEOPLE: IM NOT GONNA FLY TO BANGKOK ALREADY! Dad changed plans when we were at the SIA'S PPS CLUB at paragon. We're gonna drive up to genting tomorrow morning; Then stay there 2 nights; Mom & Dad got invited to some Gala. In lieu of Genting winning the Sentosa's IR bid : D drive to KL, another 2 nights; Dad wanna sell one of our houses there : D then probably go to genting again or come home : D Whatever the case, the earliest i'll be back is friday : D & i will still tell you without waiting for your answer, because i trust you won't tell. Saturday, December 16, 2006 & i don't deny it feels funny; knowing that our paths would never cross again, although i would never deny that i loved you till today. I didn't choose your friends. I didn't choose your sister. I chose you. because, i love you. Dawn; Daylight; I have waited for the sunrise. I must think of the new life, & i mustn't give in. You know, as i leave, it will be the last time i see you again; & also the last time you see me. Now that dawn has come, Tonight will be a memory too. & a new life, will begin. I finally went to bed at 6:45am. After nick finished his PIRATES OF THE CARRIBEAN. & we went to look at the sunrise first : D OMG NICE CAN. Okay then i just plopped and fell asleep BUT HIS STUPID RABBIT WAS SO DAMN NOISY! The stupid Buns! GRRRR. Anyway, im eating carrot cake now, while the silly Nick is playing his PSP. Vivien & Rachel went to tution already! The silly ahpek; hate him! Im gonna go home soon! Then im gonna have to pack =/ Bleargh. & as you said; When darkness turns to light, it ends tonight. but wait i neeeed to tell you this okay? You know why i think my taste is good? Because i fell for you & when i looked into your eyes, they told me everything i wanted to know. I love you; i really do. Ice Skating; How was it, When our eyes met? I went over to nick's house at about 11 then i put my things down & we cabbed to IMM. Then Vivien called to tell us rachel and her were gonna come down soon. & she almost sent us to a wrong place; Jurong Point. By sheer luck, she finally got the place right, and told us we were in the correct place. So anyway, we and nick walked around the WHOLE of IMM & bought ice creams to temporarily sastify our hunger. Then we had lunch at Secret Receipe! The bloody monkeys took like almost 45 minutes to serve us our food! After that, we walked to the Jurong Entertainment Centre. Jilly called me to keep me company! : D Oh & i think rachel walks tooooo fast! She just like KAPOOOOSH & she's like super far ahead. Okay anyway, the whole skating rink was like mega packed. & i didn't really fancy myself rubbing shoulders with the crowd, but since we already travelled all the way down, I told myself, might as well. Changed the shoes & me and nick just couldn't wear/tie the laces & vivien + rachel had to come help us. & when we went into the rink, i was like OMG OMG OMG. Because the ice was wet & thus slippery and all. So it was extremely slippery! & vivien just went into the rink and disappeared & nick went also & only rachel was near me & i was like OMG OMG OMG I CANT MOVE & I DONT WANNA FALL. So Rachel took pity on me & she came to steady me there : D Then i was holding on to her like really bad, so vivien came also & they took one of my hand each and brought me SAFELY to the to the other side, while the monkey Nicholas just giggled from the other side. So anyway, it was fun. Rachel made a new friend! Some little girl! Hahaa. & they were like skating hand in hand : D Awww. We saw Jeremy & spikey too; with their friends. Then i made "friends" with some orangey shirt guy who can't skate and said HI to me. (I just put this to make Vivien happy) & i also made friends with some small kid wearing black shirt too! (also to make Vivien happy) Then we got hungry & we went out to eat cup noodles. But rachel + nick abandoned me. So i was like standing there like some fool until Vivien came back & she held my hand to bring me to safety; yes, SAFETY. Ice skating is horribly fun. I remembered the last time i entered a rink was in korea when dad's friend; the chairman of LOTTE WORLD, was with us & they closed the whole rink & i tried to skate, but caused a domino effect with my auntie, my cousins when i fell. Terribly embarassing. We cabbed to THE CHEVRONS after that to go bowl. & since it was so crowded, Vivien & Nick decided not to bowl. So only Rachel bowled with me. We bowled 2 games & i won one while she won the other. But it was kinda embarassing cause i couldn't bowl properly without my bowling balls. &&& OMG there was such an embarasing situation! I was sharing vivien's popcorn with her when suddenly, KAPOOOOSH. ISAAC DROPS THE PACKET OF POPCORN ON THE FLOOR. So damn embarassing can. We cabbed to Tiong Bahru plaza after that cause i had to withdraw money to pay Rachel back. & we went to buy bubble tea : D OMG THE MANGO ICE WITH PEARLS IS LOVE. RIGHT RACHEL ?! She'll probably say yes. Then we bussed back to Nick's house and played games, watched dvd. Then we had dinner & after dinner, we went down to play SPARKLERS : D When we started playing, everybody went high : D Rachel started building "bonfires", Vivien started builing her nice "architectures" Nick started his "grids" while i just did my messy structures : D We used the sparklers to build things : D FUN FUN FUN! OH & I GOT VIDEOS; IM GONNA PUT IT UP SOOON : D NICE : D Okay then we came back up here and watched PULSE. But i was concentrating on HEXIC & talking to vivien. Then after a while, Vivien & I went to friendster to talk about PEOPLE. HAHA. It was so fun & then at about 1, i started playing snap/rat race/taidee with Rachel. Then vivien went to sleep at 2:45. & Rachel followed suit at 3. & now nick & I are awake; watching PIRATES OF THE CARRIBEAN: DEAD MAN'S CHEST. But im falling asleeep =/ How did it feel, When our hands met? Friday, December 15, 2006 Though i haven't lost my faith; i must confess right now, that its hard for me to pray. All that I am, all that I have I lay them down before you, oh Lord All my regrets, all my acclaims The joy and the pain, I'm making them yours. & i like the sun shining on my face as i awake. Today is a good day; but the grey skies gives hidden innuendos. It's like a beautiful and happy picture, but with a sad background. I was thinking, in the wee hours of the morning, about my relationships. How they have changed my life & whatnot. Throughout the years; the different people. Audrey. Alessa. Cherie. Nicole. Natalie. Shermaine. Sarah. How they're changed me for the better or the worst. Lord, I offer my life to you Everything I've been through Use it for your glory Lord I offer my days to you Lifting my praise to you As a pleasing sacrifice Lord I offer you my life After Sarah, i told myself i don't wanna fall in love again. Cause im gonna hurt the other person again. & i hurt all of them badly previously. Especially nicole; I mean, maybe my conscience isn't there. Or maybe i care too much about myself & all my materialistic things/wants, to actually bother about their vulerable feelings. But then came along this girl; I don't wanna name her yet. Of all the people, i never would have believed that i would have fall for her. I mean she's older then sarah, but younger then me. So anyway, we talked/sms and i fell for her eventually. But somehow, i realised that liking her would be sucidal. WHY?- Because i neeed to rethink my life again; i neeed to do the most important thing in my life: To get close to God again. I've drifted from him like because i just didn't believe in him. Religion to me, became paradoxical. I remember, some 2 years ago, someone asking something. Uncle Jacob. He asked a question to a group of people and i was there; "If you were to walk out of here and get hit by a car, could you be certain that you'll go to heaven even though you raise hands in worship, kneel down in prayer, give 10% of what you earn every week?" At that point of time i could safely tell myself that yeah, i definately would. Things in the past, things yet unseen Wishes and dreams that are yet to come true All of my heart, alll of my praise My heart and my hands are lifted to you. 2 years later, present day. I cannot bear to answer the same question. Not because i do not know the answer, but because the answer condemns me. I follow my parents to church every sunday. I have a choice to attend youth or early service, but i choose to sit outside in the plaza and talk to nat. After youth or early service, I have a choice to attend later service or go to cartel. I chose the later. It sucks doesn't it ? Like God isn't important in my life anymore. Even to the extent that i would place food over him. I had a classmate in my class; although we weren't close & we differ through many aspects, he still caught my eye. He was a christian; but he gave up the faith and turned satanic. NO NO NO; don't get me wrong. I AM NOT ABOUT TO GIVE MY SOUL TO THE DEVIL. The devil can go and die, for all i care. But i was wondering what initiated the religious swap. & now that i face the similar mystification he faced, i fully comprehend. But as i said, we differ totally. He chose to give his soul to the devil, but i have chosen to give mine back to God. I never really cried when i blogged in my life. But as i reflect and write this. I realised i erred in my life. In my arranging of priorities. Now that i think about it, i remember nicole asking me this once, when we were sitting side by side. "Who comes first in your life" Me : " You lah. Of course you dumbo." She : "Your parents ? God ?" Me : "They're 3rd and 2nd respectively lahh" She : "No God should be first. Me : "No you. Lets don't talk about it already." I was just deluding myself; avoiding the fact that the answer i gave was wrong. Now that i have tons of time, i realised that i should return to my Christian beliefs. & then after i can safely answer the question, "would i go to heaven..." with a resounding YES. then i'll start liking you again. Lord, I offer my life to you Everything I've been through Use it for your glory Lord I offer my days to you Lifting my praise to you As a pleasing sacrifice Lord I offer you my life. & yes lord, I offer you my life. Thursday, December 14, 2006 Safe, in a crazy world. I decided to fund Ernica for her Fashion line. I think she deserves funding; & im gonna give her a macbookpro also. : D Christmas is the season for giving! ICE SKATING TOMORROW OMIGOSH WAHOOOO! :D Okay sparkles party soon. Im so excited. & i neeed to complain about vivien koh! She went offline to sleeep & now as she messages me, she's typing ahlian language to me now! Deserve to get publically shamed! HAHA : D Okay i can't wait to play sparkles. Dad went mad already : D & when i see you for the last time, i hope you'll see the love-shining in my eyes. My all; I was thinking of you; In my sleepless solitude, that night. If it's wrong to love you, then my heart just won't let me be right. NEW SKIN : D So WHOEVER tells me that it looks like a girl's blog again, thats it man! : D Okay. Esther, Charm, Bert, Wil, Eugenia, Ben, Val, Uncle Andy are gonna go Bangkok tomorrow ): Xin's gonna go Bangkok on saturday ): But lucky im gonna go on sunday night : D PLUS GENTING AFTER THAT : D Wah, im elated! : D OH PLUS TOMORROW GOING TO NICK'S HOUSE. BUT I DONT WANNA SEE VIVIEN KOH, BECAUSE SHE GETS ON MY NERVES AND BULLY ME 24/7 -grumbles. BUT SINCE SHES GONNA TEACH ME HOW TO ICE SKATE, i'll smile. Hahaha. Okay as of today, i made. 75+ 75+ 75+ 75 = $300 already : D YAY : D Okay i decided not to like YOU anymore; So, Honeyy. I don't love you anymore. -gives you a kiss. & i'll see you for the last time soon. Tuesday, December 12, 2006 You alone; everything changed; because you changed. But in simple terms, without you, i'll still be a very rich person. So, i won't need you. I, don't need you. You shall be a stepping stone towards my future; & be a lesson to all who follows your footsteps. Friends; "Acquaintance I would have, but when it depends not on the number, but the choice of friends.'” -Abraham Cowley (1618-1667). I don't need friend's to survive in this world; especially after i saw the division of the shares yesterday. second day of work =/ & OMG I MISSS CAMPPP! ): &&& i hate you, my beloved. Monday, December 11, 2006 & funny conversation with BESTIE; she tried to blackmail mel! This conversation started with her telling me the PSP i got her was dead & rotting cause she got no games. So i told her to be grateful cause some others don't even have PSP : P : P : P Haha so the conversation went, Jill/vamos rafa says: OKAY LAH OKAY LAH! isaac/ 21 hours straight sleep; WORKING AT DAD'S OFFICE NOW : D says: -glares isaac/ 21 hours straight sleep; WORKING AT DAD'S OFFICE NOW : D says: -glares more isaac/ 21 hours straight sleep; WORKING AT DAD'S OFFICE NOW : D says: can i choose my present ? isaac/ 21 hours straight sleep; WORKING AT DAD'S OFFICE NOW : D says: if i can isaac/ 21 hours straight sleep; WORKING AT DAD'S OFFICE NOW : D says: i want you to go ice skating with me Jill/vamos rafa says: YOU WANT WE TO TELL VIVIEN?! This is called blackmail. Evil. I don't even know what she wants to tell vivien about anyway. Bleargh. OKAY IM IN A BAD MOOD NOW CAUSE I ACCIDENTAlLY DELETED ONE POST =/ ONE THAT I TOOK SO LONG TO TYPE. BLOODY MONKEY. & maybe i felt the way i did, because i fell for you. Work : D Today's my first day at work at dad's office. I was looking at the currencies earlier, but im so hungry now =/ & im happily testing the parts; STEP ONE : Put part on testing board. STEP TWO: Click "program" STEP THREE: lean back on the chair and wait. STEP FOUR: WAIT for 20 minutes. STEP FIVE: Click "ok" & take part off. STEP SIX: repeat step one again. & IM EARNING EASY MONEY MAN : D I can't wait for this friday! yay; staying over at nick's house : D I misss that bugger so much : D hhhaha. &&& I WANNA ICE SKATE SOOON :( I WANNA LEARN! I WANNA LEARN HOW TO SKATE ALSO! PLUS I WANNA PRACTICE MY BOWLING AGAINNN I WANT MORE MEDALS NEXT YEAR! Okay; Camp was good. The last night everybody got a shock because Jillian had her 2nd asthma attack =/ & everybody start praying for her and crying cause her breathing was horribly scary & she looked like she was slipping in and out of conciousness. The whole youth gathered to pray & everybody was united in prayer; i don't like to close my eyes during prayer, so i was looking around & i saw even those non christians, mouthing words. I saw people, i never thought i would see crying, cry. I saw people, i never thought i would see comforting others, comforting. & i saw people, i never thought i would see scared, scared. The whole incident really woke me up; and as ben said, "it made me realise how easy it was for someone to lose his/her life" God works wonders; At sentosa, when she had a first attack and she didn't bring her inhaler, Ben ran all over sentosa finding one; he did. If it wasn't for God, would he have found one ? No- he really wouldn't. When she had her second attack 2 nights ago; would she have survivied as she was on the way to hospital? I doubt so. Seriously. If the whole church didn't gather to pray; for her safety & healing, woul she have lived ? No- she really wouldn't. God works wonder; He showed it to them, herself, himself & even me. He is real. & if you are a non christian and reading my blog & you still don't believe in God, i really don't know what to say. All im gonna ask is, what are you going to do when you die? Do you know? No- i am very sure you don't. & you know i played polar bear the last night; i realised how sly and cunning humans can be as well. : D LIKE ME : D & i also realised that liking someone now, at my age, is just a passing phrase. ALTHOUGH I STILL LOVE YOU; Haha. We stopped playing polar bear at about 4:40 & the bb boys went back to bed while chloe, janean, inez & i went to the play ground. We were happily playing up on the obstacles and all while inez was like IM SO SCARED ABOUT THIS PLACE. THE MIRRORS LATER GOT FACE LOOKING BACK AT YOU HOWW? Hahahah so sillly! So we went to the chillout room : D Or thats what they call it. & played dirty germs, heart attack, and what not, with vanessa & guan also. & then they went down to see the sunrise so chloe & janean went back to bed at around 6:30. SO I PRACTICALLY GRABBED ON TO INEZ AND I WAS LIKE I DONT CARE YOU KEEP ME COMPANY! Hahahaa. So we went down to see the sunset & realised the door was locked so we went back upstairs. & then she popped her head out, & said I DONT LIKE HTIS KIND OF SLOW SLOW THINGS. So we stayed in the room and watched them ivan, philemon, joshua, charmaine, julia & annabelle play cards =/ So after a while, i was superly shacked so i told her I NEEEEEEED TO SLEEP & it was already 7 am =/ So she went back & i saw guan sleeping on vanessa's left shoulder, so i fell asleep on her right shoulder =/ Hahaa. Then at 7:30, i heard a lot of noise, so i woke up & went off. I DIDNT EVEN BRUSH TEETH. We had macs for breakfast & then we had worship + testimony. Everybody was sitting facing front while inez was sitting next to me & we were facing right side =/ But they kept making us stand-sit-stand-sit so me and chloe went to sit on the chair : D WHOOOO I <3 chloe! Then i couldn't be bothered to wait for the camp to end at 12 because my head was spinning. So i left like at 10:20 & dad sent me home to sleeeeeep. & you know i found someone nicer to poke than chloe; INEZ! : D Hahaa. But the only problem is that she keeps retaliating!!! & she keeps provoking meeee : D Hahaa. Okay im gonna go paragon soon later to go collect air tickets i hope i see nick! Hahaa but the duck's at camp ): SHIT LAH! BUT FRIDAY IS COMING : D I"LL SEEE THEM YAY! Okay; WORK : D & KENNETH WON THE BEST ACTOR AWARD : D WHOOOO Because i had to punch him in the skit & he had to "fly back" and he was like saying, MOMMMIIEEEEEE, ITSSS OVERRRRRRRRRRR. hahaha =/ SO CUTE : D MY LOVE MAN! : D Haha. Okay we're gonna go have lunch now : D I love working for my relatives; there's always the special treatment : D & when you become my girlfriend, i gurantee you'll have a good life. & when we get married, i gurantee you'll live a very good life. Faith; IM AWAKE IM AWAKE IM AWAKE! but im gonna sleep again; & oh my, i start work tomorrow =/ I have been sleeping since noon. I woke up at 1:30am. Im gonna sleep again : D &&& i SINCERELY thank INEZ for keeping me company the whole night last night, until i had no choice and finally fell asleep, when chloe & janean went back & you didn't! : D THANKS THANKS : D &&& i also thank VANESSA! who was my sleeping pillow; allowing me to lean and sleep on your right shoulder, while guan was asleep on your left one : D for 30 minutes; THANKS THANKS : D & i tell you something i realised in camp; prayer works wonders. & you know, i never seen youth so united before, until jillian's asthma attack happened. I shall blog after work tomorrow : D YAY DAD'S OFFICE. Goodnight & goodbye duckie; have fun in camp &&& IM SINCERELY SORRY FOR FALLING ASLEEP ON YOU =/ SORRY SORRY SORRRRRY : D Take care yes ? Gooodnight! GOODNIGHT WORLD : D i believe in you; Sunday, December 10, 2006 Lethargicness; Hours i slept on the first night; 3:30-6:00am. 2 hours, 30 minutes. Hours i slept on the second night; 5:30-7:00am. 1 hour, 30 minutes. Hours i slept on the third night; 6:50-7:20am. 0 hour, 30 minutes. TOTAL SLEEP TIME AT CAMP; 4 hours 30 minutes. SO NOW IM GONNA CATCH UP ON SOME SLEEEP FIRST CAUSE IF NOT IM GONNA DIE DIE DIE BIG TIME. & would you tell me you love me before you leave ? Friday, December 08, 2006 Youth camp; IM BACK FROM CAMPPP! Okay actually im not exactly back from camp, cause the camp ends on sunday, but im back home because our company's dinner is tonight! : D Shang! : D Yay, i love! DAY ONE; I woke up at like 5:30am to REpack. & trust me, last minute packing sucks. & trust me again, watching SAD KOREAN MOVIES on the night before camp sucks too, because you'll start crying. So yeah, the night before i slept at like almost 1/2 Cause i was busy messaging the duckie. OMG I MISS HER SO MUCH CAN; I also don't know why : D Heh. Okay then i reached church at around 8 =/ Then after registration, me, shung, ster, hannah. chloe & mae, walked down to buy stuff like soap, cards, shampoo, at NTUC, BECAUSE ISAAC DIDNT BRING SHAMPOO OR SOAP =/ My group is not so bad after all; ESTHER. CHRISTABEL. WILSON. JEANNE. JANEAN. ANN. KENNETH. MINKKI. BEATRICE. ME. We're so RARR RARRR; I shall blog more when i fully come back because dad wants to leave for dinner now; TA TA : D & DUCKIE; DONT WORRY OKAY! I KNOW YOU PLAYED YOUR VERY BEST, SO BE HAPPY AND I WANNA SEEE A NICE BIG SMILE ON MY TAGBOARD AH! IF NOT WHEN I STAY OVER ON FRIDAY, IM GONNA POKE YOU UNTIL YOU DIEEE! HEEEEEEHEEEE :D -does the ah pek's face : D Haha & i was right, i miss you. Thursday, December 07, 2006 Camping; & as i go, i assure you one thing; that what i said was true, & im gonna miss you terribly. You must take care, & enjoy yourself in all i do. I love you. Yes, i do. Wednesday, December 06, 2006 Gucci; & you made my troubles disappear when we met. I had lunch with nick & mr wong at crystal jade-la mien xiao long bao today! We were deciding on which outlet to eat, Crystal jade palace; Crystal jade niang jin cuisine; Crystal jade ginseng chicken; & so we ended up at la mien- xiao long bao! NICEEEE :D Mr wong wanted to treat us, but we decided to go dutch : D Then we walked around to see things. Went to see TV cause he wants to buy a new plasma teevee. Then we went into Gucci; there was the Gucci sale. I TELL YOU THE WOMAN TRIED TO BE FUNNY WITH ME. Me: -snaps fingers nicely, excuse me could you come here please. Gucci woman: WAIT. Me: Oh alright man. Gucci woman: -comes after a minute. Me: Could i have a look at that cardholder with the dangling thing? Gucci woman: -takes it out & puts it on the table. Me: -turns to nick & mr wong, nice right, should i get it? Mr wong: its 310 only, get lah. Nick: You like you get lahh. Gucci woman: SIR YOU ARE GETTING IT FOR....? Me: UH MYSELF ? Gucci woman: ITS FOR FWOMEN. Me: BUT ITS NICE WHAT; AS LONG AS ITS NICE I COULD GET IT. -rolls eyes. What a bummer right? Foolish; extremely foolish. After a while, auntie, rachel & vivienn came : D : D : D Because Rachel wanted to get her wallet from gucci. Then nick went to buy his bottega slippers. & im gonna buy my lv one soon : D The lv one is damn hell of a nice lah. I LIKEEEE : D Then aunty went to buy shoes from Gucci. & i was sitting down feeling very tired; then suddenly this PRETTY WOMAN spoke, UH HOW COME THIS ONE NO PRICE TAG. & his/her voice sounds so husky; she's a damn transvestite! OMG OMG OMG I STRAIGHT AWAY STOOOD UP. & walked to vivien. & then the silly duck asked me what happened, & i said transvestite! & she was like practically behind him/her and she went, WHERE WHERE WHERE. HAHAHA : D So funny! then she and rachel went for tution while nick and his mom went to cab while i went to paragon's prada for a while to get the keychain : D NICE OKAYY Then now im at home & i neeed to pack for camp tomorrow. & i don't want to go because i'll miss you. Tennis. Oh my mamm mia! I haven't exercised at all in months! Until today though. Play tennis today at nick's house. I tell you man; vivien's super good =/ Super super good man :) When she doubled with rachel, against me and nick, we can dieeeeee! Hahaa. Nick got obsessed with playing the piano today; while i was telling vivien how freaky her house was! Hahaha. Brent was super hilarious also lah; every 10 minutes we'll end up arguing! Hahaah. Then after that they wanted to walk up cause the lift was so long, then i was at the back with rachel and they were all practically SPRINTING up, that silly vivienn lah! Then i was like begging rachel to DONT RUN AH RACHEL IM GONNA BE SO DAMN SCARED. Hahaha So we got out at 3rd floor and lifted up cause it was just tooo scary =/ Then i started playing games with vivien on msn :D Poker. Hexic. Bejewled. Solitare showdown. Saving momo. Tic tac toe. Minesweeper flags. Checkers. EVERYTHING LAH :D Until they had to go for dinner & i cabbed backk. But i dropped by the bakua shop to buy bakua cause im addicted : D When i got home, NO MORE DINNER. Cause dad's cilents were around =/ The ones from spain. Extreme sadness =/ & i was thinking of how vivien kept asking me to stay and eat and kept " come out and see the food firstt " OMG OMG OMG OMG & i felt so hungryy ): Hahah but thanks vivien : D Im gna go bed now! just played hexic with her since 10pm. =/ & i heard rachel went mad also; playing hexic. Hahaa : D Okay im gna go bed now; i neeed to meet nick early at 11 tomorrow; lunch with mr wonggg @ taka :D When i left; i realised how much you meant to me. Tuesday, December 05, 2006 Goose; I think nicholas koh is a goose =/ He's damn lazy! I think he got cursed. & i know you will survive. Ster uploaded fullerton's photos already : D www.share.shutterfly.com/action/welcome?sid=8QbN2zRy0bv7A Nice; but there're lots of random shots =/ Hahaha have fun scrolling through the 91 photos =/ Im gna go nick's house soon. & im still super sad, when i think about Monday, December 04, 2006 I believe; I don't know why im feeling sad now ): Although im gonna go nick's house tomorrow with brenty and rot there. I don't know why. Follow your heart. Let your lead through the darkness, back to a place you once knew. I believe, I believe, I believe, in you. I wish i was your brother; so that i wouldn't to ever have to worry about falling in love with you. Like how i am worrying now. Follow your dreams. Be yourself, an angel of kindness. There's nothing that you can not do. I believe, I believe, I believe, in you. But these 2 paragraphs summarises all i want to tell you. In the days, weeks, months, years, to come, i want you to know i believe in you, wherever i am, whatever i might be doing. When you return to school. When you take a test. When you play a match. When you go for a competition. When you sit for an exam. When your holidays start again. When you are sad. When you are happy. When you are energetic. When you are tired. However tough, however hard, you will do it. Because i believe in you, wherever i am. I promise. You changed my life; Dreams; Alright best. I woke up at 10:45 & i msg nick to see if he's awake. & he just woke up. So we decided to cancel today's outing. Plus i got a headacheee! Haha. Then we started talking about how nice it is to sleep & our dreams. So he was telling me about his "adventure" dream & i told him that i was dreaming of ice skating, and the floor was the HEXIC figures =/ I think my mind went hexic crazy last night =/ Hahaha. BUT SO FUN :D Okay so i shall stay at home now and rest. Going to his house tomorrow : D Hahah im gna poke the duck! -smirks & all my dreams will come true. The joy! Firstly, viviennn, i love you! -summons one of my spongebob minions! Secondly, nick, i wasn't on drugs, i was just tooo happy. Thirdly, nicole, im beating your highscore sooon :D Watch the drastic difference in my hexic scores :D CLICK FOR GREATER EFFECTS OKAYYY PEOPLE :D TOP; NEW HIGH SCORE :D BOTTOM; PREVIOUS HIGH SCORE :D Heeeheeeee. I was playing with Vivien then she went offline, so i started to really concentrate and tata, 5 pearls :D VIVIEN YOU ROCK :D You see people? Playing hexic at night rocks socks :D I was so close to beating nicole; damnit. Tomorrow im meeting nick for lunch at vivo & maybe friends for movie after that. This is so exciting. Now i can't sleep because i just almost doubled my hexic score and im feeling really really happy and joyous now! Hahaha 1.2 million points :D Omg im mad high. Hahaha. Nick, i hope your fingers decayed already from messaging me at 2 am :P Vivien, have fun at training tomorrow! Omg new high score! :D & i would choose to run away with you. Sunday, December 03, 2006 Gucci. Gucci sale coming : D Im superly excited! HUNGRY. Just take my hand; hold it tight. Gifts; As God as blessed me, i shall bless others. Chocolate buffet was good/bad/notbad. But cheap. I expected the bill to come up to about $600+, but the total was only $268! Ster, Bert, Charm, Jan, Chloe, Van, Xin went :D Heh. But my throat was hurting big timeee. Went to meet my parents at swissotel after that. Then we went to Godma's house for a while to chit chat. Reached home at about 12. Then i talked to Vivien until like 2 plus online about a lot of nonsense. & we've conclude that we're both really really REALLY REALLY poor ): &&& VIVIEN SAYS SHE'LL TEACH ME TO ICESKATE; so lets see if she'll keep her promise! Hahaha. & then she went offline & i ended up watching a james bond dvd =/ Mom/dad wants to go watch people sing at serangoon gardens tonight, but my head's spinning. ): Today nat came to church. Yes, after like a whole month! Haha. We sat around doing nonsense! With her JAP cousin. & then i followed the kids to cartel :D & dad brought me and mom to ikea to look at stuff. PACKED LIKE SHIT. & i fell for you that very night; Saturday, December 02, 2006 Revivial. Yay my laptop is revived!!! Omg last night was a total shit waste of time. Dad & mom dragged me to some BBQ with their friends and i was feeling out of place cause the only people my age were girls & i wasn't exactly feeling friendly last night =/ heh So i went to some corner & called nick up to chit chat! & suddenly we started talking about my <3 life. & he was asking me who is it now, & i was telling HUNTING LAHH :D then he was asking me, must have money one is it ? So i said noooooo, poor better! Then he said why, then i said so they'll never leave me! HAHAAHAH & we started laughing upside down. Then i told him, so if one day i ever like vivien or rachel, it shows that you are poor ah! Then we started laughing upside down again! Hahaha! FUNNY FUNNY FUNNY :D Then i had to go back and rub shoulders =/ & i was feeling drunk last night =/ I don't know whyyy! & you made me smile that night. Friday, December 01, 2006 CHAOSK jmy l.aptop'sx k,eyboazrdc isx sxpoil.tl. ijm trying to type azsx norjmazl.l.y azsx i dcaznkk, but the entire bottojm 2 rowsx azre sxdcrewedc upl. bedcazusxe i sxpil.l.edc wazter on itl. WHAZT THE HEL>L>!!!! -grujmbl.esx.l Hexic. My house had a blackout last night. & it was chaotic! plus dad dropped one of mom's paintings, the one she bought from london last time! The canvas came out out of the frame! Hahaha. She went mad. & everything screwed up when the blackout happened! But after a while, everything was good and back to normal. Then i went online to talk to vivien & benjamin! Benjamin told me that the temp in vancouver is -26 degrees now. & he's freezing his butt off in school as as talked to me, and it was 1 plus am already! I was also talking to vivien cause she told me she was bored! & vivien is officially a duck! & nick is officially a goose! So we just talked nonsense about a lot of things and we started playing hexic & of course, i won :D Then we started playing checkers and i won't again, so now ducky owes me RIBENA :D Then auntie wanted her to go sleeep so she had to go, while the silly goose was still playing his silly psp. So i went to drink yakult before going to sleeep. &&& ducky doesn't like yakult cause it gives her phlgem. BUMMER. Yakult is <3. Alright thanks to sleeping at 2:30 am, i woke up at 11 am today =/ Im gonna have a bored day todayy! But i got dinner at someone's house tonight. BBQ. My throat will dieeee even more ): But seriously, last night was really fun. Thanks duckyyy! (: Im gonna try to pack my room now. & GOOSE JUST WOKE UP! He messaged me! :D Night after night, I hear myself sayin' Why can't this feeling just fade away? There's no one like you; You speak to my heart; It's such a shame we're worlds apart. I'm too shy to ask. I'm too proud to lose. But sooner or later I gotta choose; |
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