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Thursday, November 30, 2006

& now its only fair that I let you know;
what you should know.

I’m currently like in the HDB hub in toa payoh now.
There’s some kind of exihibition going on & im like sitting down here doing nothing =/

But im getting paid just for sitting here :D
Thanks uncle georgieee :D

Alright, there’s no internet access here, so I am using Microsoft word
To type this post out!

Hahahah then later when I get home, I shall copy the post to blogger :D

Today was an excellent day though.
I went over to nick’s house at about 10.
Cabbed there and it cost me $17.90.
I was still kinda jet lagged so I woke up at 6am =/

Stupid.

Went to nick’s house and we just sat around and I was uploading songs
because I brought my laptop there; the oh-so-marvellous HP pagoda.
After a while, vivien woke up and brought SAW 2 VCD to us
& me and nick TRIED to watch it,
but after 10 minutes of watching, we COULDN’T TAKE the gory scenes & we decided to stop watching.

Then we waited for Rachel to change and get ready then nick’s mom fetched us to
Shangrila hotel.

We ate at the Rose-Veranda.


Brent came only later because we kinda told him last minute.
Vivien came later because she had friends that stayed over.

Ate ate ate,
Drank A LOT OF TEAS.
Talk talk talk.
Smiled a lot.
Grinned around.

Aiya, I really enjoyed myself lah.

We sat around from 12- 3:50.

THANKS FOR LUNCH AUNTIE :D

Okay then we went to paragon;
After sending Brent back to school.

We went to clean nick’s Ferragamo shoes first,
then they followed me to prada to get Chloe’s present :D

NICE OKAY.

I was asking them if I should get them the small one of my big one,
And they were all like get the small one lah.
Even vivien said the small one is nicer!
& nick was like SMALL ONE SMALL ONE.


Hahaha.
It cost me $200 & now im $200 poorer.

Then we had to wait for nick’s mom and Rachel who went to the toilet.
& there was some santa claus there
& the silly vivien was like trying to make fun of me by asking me if im excited
because of the santa claus!

Silly girl!

& she kept asking me if I want to take photo with him!

Hahah foolish.

Then we went to Gucci to find playing cards, cause me and nick want
to live the Dolce Vita :D

The high life.

But the singapore’s Gucci doesn’t carry it.
Grr.
Nvm, when I go to Frankfurt, im gonna buy it :D

& everybody’s sickkk!

Haha my throat died on me.
Vivien also lost her voice.
Nick was coughing like a mad dog.

Hahahah :D

Good, everybody’s sick.

But there’s chocolate buffet this Saturday ):
I doubt my throat’ll be able to heal in time ):
-grumbles.
So I guess im gonna just sit and watch them eat!

Hahaha.

I’ve fallen for you;


7:54 PM
isaac

the Lord knows;

Im at nick's house now.

We're gonna go Shangrila sooon.

But vivien has friends over so she'll join us later
& now im waiting for nick to change!

& my throat is still dying.
GRRRGRRRGRRRR.

& fullerton is this saturday ah!
DINNER.

RSPV ME OKAYYY.


& you'll finally see the truth.

11:27 AM
isaac

Innocence.

& when i reflect upon my past,
I have vivid images of the people around me,
but till today,
only one holds true.


& i still feel the same way i did.
& i believe the picture of her sleeping was the best
i ever saw.

The innocence and and angelic features made her
a phantom of delight.

It was the best thing i ever saw in my life;


& it still it;

8:44 AM
isaac

Until we meet again;

I was reading my old emails & i saw one that nicole sent me
when we broke up & i think its quite touching.

"I knew someday it would have to end
I knew eventually I would have to go back to calling you friend
It's killing me that now that day has come
If it's for the best then where is this pain from
I know deep inside that this is what I had to do
but it's breaking my heart to walk away from you
I'm trying my best to appear strong
but it's hard when part of me says that in your arms is where I belong
I still love you with all my heart
that's not going to change even though we're apart
You were my first love and my first kiss
There are so many of our special times I'm going to miss
All the words I ever said or wrote still hold true
But for now from a distance is where I'll be loving you
I think you need me as a friend to help you through
because there are things I can't control that are hurting you
We both have issues no one knows of
neither of us had the strength to be true to our love
Maybe we will be together again if it was meant to be
but for now please don't stop loving me
Even though I'm not your girlfriend I'll still be here
With a shoulder to cry on or a sympathetic ear
The story of love can be quicker than the blink of an eye
But our story of won't be over until the day that we die"


Isn't it ?
Isn't it ?

Haha.

Im gonna go nick's house now.


& my throat is dying on me.


& last night; i stopped loving you.

8:33 AM
isaac

Wednesday, November 29, 2006

Feelings.

Im angry.
Im pissed.
Im annoyed.

but im also sad.

But the chocolate buffet is confirmed.
Fullerton this saturday; dinner.

People going,

Xinnie.
Bert.
Charm.
Me.
Vanessa.
Chloe.
hopefully ster, & hopefully nat.

& tomorrow im having lunch with nick.
his mom.
vivien & rachel at shangrila hotel.

& i really want YOU to go okay?

10:59 PM
isaac

Photos; Milan.

"The future belongs to those
who dare to believe in the beauty of their dreams."
-Eleanor Roosevelt.

www.share.shutterfly.com/action/welcome?sid=8CbOWzVs4cu9A

Prada.
Gucci.
Cartier.
Ferragamo.
Louis Vuitton.
Coach.
Channel.
Versache.
Rolex.
Montblanc.

Galore :D


He might love you more then i do,
but i'm not saying i love you less than him.


8:34 AM
isaac

Photos; Grad night.

www.share.shutterfly.com/action/welcome?sid=8CbOWzVs4cu1g

Lala, i woke up at 4am.

Because i think i got jet lagged. =/
EEEEEK.

And im gonna meet nick at 1010 later.

He starts work today.
He works for me today :D

Im paying him just to keep me company!

Cause i neeed to be at toa payoh and help my auntie's friend
to sell something.
& im getting paid a $100 for 11am-5pm :D

Worth it man :D

Heh heh heh.

Milan/Brisbane photos up soon :D


& i'll ask now;
when will i see you again?

7:55 AM
isaac

Tuesday, November 28, 2006

Raffles class.

This isn't the actual copy,
im gonna upload the actual images of my boarding passes soon.





Heeheehee.

but actually to think of it,
im quite lucky.

Not many people my age will get the chance to take raffles class;
so damn often as well.

& nat, remember my promise.

Because i will make it come true soon :D

6:07 PM
isaac

The monte carlo.

This is the aparments we stayed in when we
were in milan.

The monte carlo is like a condo,
with landed properties and also a high rise buildings.

I shall upload the condo photos up later.

But this is the one we stayed in,
and you can see the car we used.
& the weather is like cold, 7 degrees :D


10:42 AM
isaac

Such a lovely queen;

We reached Brisbane yesterday.

Dad/mom/jie flew back to Sing on saturday night.
Leaving Uncle Bert, Aunty Irene, Sam, Clara & I.

We flew to brisbane for a day.
Yes a day.

We're gonna go to the airport soon.
Flight back to Sing flies at 14:45.
SQ 236
& its 11:35 am now.


I bought a lot of things from Milan.

Oh & we went to dreamworld yesterday :D

I can't wait to go back to Brisbane in Jan :D
Haha.

& & & ,OMG
We flew the new business class to brisbane, VIA singapore.
:D

Its DAMN NICE CAN.
The seats were like WHOAAA.

WHOAA.

Sam & i took a lot of photos and videos.
Including one that he went to all the 11 people on board the business class
& went to shake their hands :D
AHahah.

Super funny.

Plus, im so hungry now :(

GRRRRR.

okay i shall update later when im in the plane.

The internet here is quite cheap though,
10aus per hour.
About 10 Sing.
So yeah.

Hahahah.

& i miss you!
A LOT.

Your eyes speaks it all to me.

9:26 AM
isaac

Saturday, November 25, 2006

Prada.

I love prada.

We've spent a few thousands here already!

Mom went mad at the alleys today!
Its 12:35 pm now.

Time for lunch soooon :D

& We saw the the versache apartments;
ITS DAMN NICE & DAMN BIG & DAMN EX ):

Okay; i've bought people close to me nice stuff :D

LALA

I still miss you a lot ;

8:33 PM
isaac

Thursday, November 23, 2006

Milan.

Now its like 2pm here.

We're here cause aus wasn't suitable to be travelled too.

& PLUS, SHOPPING SPREE AT THE ITALIAN DESIGNER BRANDS!
:D:D:D:D:D:D

Wahahha.
Later around 5pm, we're gonnnna trot to the streets to the high-end boutiques to shop shop shop :D

The internet rates are killing me now.
Its like 12euros per hour.
-snort.

Okay anyway, i shall blog maybe in a few days time.
We're coming back sooon.
Or, dad/mom/jie is coming back first.
While im still staying behind.

& a lot of funny things happened + i decided a lot of things during the 13 hour flight!
@#@#@!$@#$

You know, my ass hurts & we didn't even sleep, or i didn't.
I do'nt know why.

& plus, i think you're very lucky.
Because when i decided to like you,
i knew, from then on, you were gonna live a life without
the need to think of money.

I signed you a good life when i decided to like you.

7:53 PM
isaac

Wednesday, November 22, 2006

When you came,
into my heart.


Grad night was fun.

I shall upload the photos soon.

& I AM NOT GOING BRISBANE TONIGHT.
I SAY AGAIN; NOT.

WE'RE GOING MILAN INSTEAD.

Because of the freak weathers in australia!
So we're going there in Jan instead :D

My throat hurts!
My eyes hurts too!

& vivien, i didn't fall asleep at grad night :P

My lips are super dry!

Okay, i neeeed to rush pack now.
#$$@#$@


I'll miss you;
a lot.

3:01 PM
isaac

Tuesday, November 21, 2006

Sigh. Lie.

The most important thing in a person,
is his/her eyes.
It tells you everything about him/her.


Results of last night's stay over.

1)Ipod nano disappeared mystically; but it'll be found soon.
2)$10 missing mystically, in 2 $5 notes; hopefully it'll be found.
3)Red eyes.
4)Throat hurts.
5)Growling tummy.

Im attemping to recuperate at granny's house now.

Drinking cups of chin chow & eating toffee/coffee sweets.
Heh.

I shall blog in detail about last night,
because last night was a fun & memorable night!

Okay, here goes...

Met gerald at 17:50 @ harbour front mrt.
We cabbed to nick's house & he came down to meet us & bring our stuff up,
cause everybody was packing the house.

Then, we cabbed to VideoEzy to borrow DVD/VCDS at river valley.
Then, we walked to valley point to go eat jap food. (:

After that we cabbed back to his house & only his maid + vivien was there.

So I set up my PS2, & gerald started playing his crash.
Daisy didn't pack the other controller & when i opened the box,
there was only 1 controller! %^#$^$

So i decided to peep inside bestie's PSP & steal a sneak peak.

& then i was telling nick i bought him the 2.7 version,
but the very next day, the psp came out to the 2.8 version.
& he got super cheesed off.

So i helped him played his NFS carbon & all
& soon his whole family came home & as nick said,
"CHAOS, because his dad had some watch stolen by some aircon man? "

We continued doing nonsense like PSP,PS2, TALK COCK until 10:30.
Then we started to watch hard candy.


But, we had to go sing-song for vivien & rachel
cause it was their 14th birthday.
Ah, HAPPY BIRTHDAY VIVIEN & RACHEL.

Then when we went out, brent knocked on the door.
& everybody got freaked out.
EVERYONE.
Bleargh him.

Okay, so we ate the nice mango cake & then we rushed back into
the room to start our movie marathon.

We borrowed,
FIREWALL.
DORM.
THE BANQUET.
SILENT HILL.
THE TALE OF 2 SISTERS.
V FOR VENDATTA.
HARD CANDY.
FOUR BROTHERS.
& gerald brought his matrix.! :D

So anyway, we started our HARD CANDY but it was oh-so-boring & all.
But it was so gruesome when the bitch castrated the peadophile.
But the ending was so anti climax when the peadophile killed himself
because the bitch wanted him to & then she just walked away.
So i decided to go use the comp & that explains the previous post.

Next movie was V FOR VENDETTA & it was nice.
Nice because i like the way the guy articulated himself.
The V guy.
He spoke so dedicately & eloquently!
But the ending was good but yet sad, cause he died.

Next was THE MATRIX.
But everybody stopped atabout 30minutes
cause everybody watched already.

So we started onTHE BANQUET, but everybody decided to stop watching after
& plus i wanted to drink water so i followed vivien to the kitchen.

KANNA ATTACKED BY LIZARD!!!!
It just dropped & then duchess, their dog,
chased after it & then vivien told me,
"duchess ate the lizard"
HAAHAHAHA!
SILLY DOG.

Anyway, then we went to nick's room to play cards.
Bluff.
Taitee.
Blackjack.

& then suddenly vivien didn't wanna play anymore,
so we all just sat around until nick found out
that his specs kanna broken.
So silly can!

I think he probably sat on it or something.

So anyway, he was sneezing and all & gerald was playing PSP,
so brent, vivien & I went to watch DORM.

& it was already at about 4am.

So anyway, gerald & nick came to watch for a while & then
they felt super sleepy so they went back to bed.

Brent & I were damn freaked out cause it was quite scary but
thankfully vivien was telling us when the scary parts was gonna happen!

After DORM, brent went to bed!
& it was about 7am alreadyy!

But i wasn't sleepy.
& neither was vivien so we decided to watch THE TALE OF 2 SISTERS!
& brent was like sleeping on the table behind us, when their mom came in
& gave brent a sleeping bag!
So he woke up and went to sleep on the floor.
& he still looked like a corpse!
& vivien was telling me about him "resting in peace"
Hahah.

So we watched & chit chatted & we were both on the verge of falling
asleep but the show was semi-freaky & semi-confusing.
So in the end i didn't get it.

When the show ended at about 9,
vivien went to bed,
so i went to wake Gerald & Nick up!

Then we woke Brent @ 9:30 & we went to vivo city for
reakfast at coffeebean @ 10!

Then i went to meet dad & we went to buy shoes :D

Im gonna meet Gerald, Brent & Nick @ esplande for ice cream later at 5pm.
Then we have our grad night @ pan pacific at 6:30pm!

WHOOOT.

& your eyes showed me who you were.
They sparkled with love, didn't they?



1:47 PM
isaac

Freedom.

"I love fashion, but I think it should stay in its place,
not rule your life.
It's a very nice part of your life,
but I think it should be fun."
-Miuccia Prada; owner of Prada.

My O levels are over.

Im at nick's house with Brent & Gerald now,
& we're having our movie marathon now.

& everybody's still bright awake.
& we're sitting in this order,
Vivien, Nick, Gerald, Brent, Me.

& i got bored watching HardCandy, & they're watching V for Vendetta now
& i decided to come use the comp!

& i ordered macs for everybody cause i am hungry.
But EVERYONE is telling me they're not hungry,
BUT I BET, when it comes,
EVERYBODY WILL EAT.

Hahaha.

& gerald is playing nick's psp now.

& JILL KOH,
I GOT YOU YOUR PSP ALREADY.

THE BLACK ONE.

:D

MERRY CHRISTMAS BESTIE :D


& the food just came :D

1:01 AM
isaac

Sunday, November 19, 2006

Fury.

"You anger a man,
he seeks revenge.
You anger a rich man,
he seeks vengance.
You anger a very rich man,
he seeks your soul." - unknown.


This was all i needed to hear;

isaac/ i promise you; the answer will come. says:
Do you trust me ?
behind this smile is everything you'll never understand says:
ya

It was enough.


You promised me you'll leave her alone,
but you didn't.

Today is when i start my wars on you.

Won't it be fitting?
Just in time of our reunion.
On the 31st dec.

Trust me, it will be.

7:16 PM
isaac

& i promise you;

the answer would come.

Plus, i just want to tell,
i love you my dearest little one.

FATS FATS FATS :D

3:52 PM
isaac

the perfect life.

& then once you said the words,
i knew that i wouldn't have a say
anymore;

Met nick at vivo for lunch yesterday.

Aunty mona,
vivien & rachel were there too
& then i felt very askward like so paiseh.

So i decided we go eat ourselves.
We had yummy swensens that cost $83.20.

Then met bert/charm/ster.

Shop shop shop.
Ice cream Ice cream Ice cream.

Then dad came to pick me & we went to rasa sentosa for dinner.

Munch Munch Munch.

Godma/Mom took leave tomorrow,
they're gonna bring me out once paper ends,
& then at night, we're gonna go nick's house to stay over.

:D :D :D

BRISBANE GOT BUSHFIRES !@#!@#!@#$!#@%
I DONT LIKEEEE!


"I think it'll be absolutely perfect
when my daughter marries your son."
"I think so too"

3:03 PM
isaac

Saturday, November 18, 2006

Unexplained human behaviour.

Yesterday was really good.

I cabbed to pick brent up in the morning
then we cabbed to nick's house.

Stayed there and played psp plus studied.

Then we cabbed to paragon to go shop shop.

Went to prada to buy the pencil box i bought cause nick liked it.
Then we went to ferragamo to buy slippers and whatnot.

When we came out of ferragamo, the person was opening the door for us,
so brent went out first, carrying his ferragamo shoes in the
ferragamo bag & his St Aignes bag.

Then nick went out carrying nothing.

Then i came out carrying my ferragamo slippers & nick's new prada pencil box.

Then there was 2 crescent girls walking outside ferragamo.

So since i was the last to get out, they were behind me.

So they were like whispering,
"omg, secondary school already so damn rich."

So i tried to be funny by taking out my 2, 100 dollar notes to put into my
LV cardholder, then they were like "omg, they're damn rich"

So i just like turned behind to look and quickly turn front,

& they were like, "oh, acs boys no wonder."
Then i heard one say "we follow them come"

So i knew they were behind us,
so we walked slowly & when we walked past the vertu shop,
i could see the reflection that they were still behind us,

so i walked ahead & turned into burberry with nick and brent.

& then, i heard them say
"wah lan so pai seh now we cannot go in la, sian."

Hahaha.

People these days are weird!

Okay i neeed to go nick's house now,
then meeting ster/bert/charm for ice cream @ vivo later

PARTY DAY :D


"& i swear it all over again"

10:26 AM
isaac

Friday, November 17, 2006

Love.

I BOUGHT MY SLIPPERS :D

ISN'T IT NICE ?

From Ferragamo!

Plus meeting ster tomorrow for ice cream & nick for lunch.

Then im gonna go buy ipods :D

Heh heh heh.
& i got rachel's present already! Psp- tomb raider legends!

Heh heh. :D


6:12 PM
isaac

A tribute.

Happy Birthday Dadddie.


Now you're an OLD MAN ALREADY,
so don't go around trying to be youthful yah?

I remember the times we had as father & son and the nonsense we did.

When i was 7 & i cried on my first day of school
& you came in, put your arms around me & said,
"im gonna be a student too son, with you."

When i was 8 & i called my teacher idiotic cause she scolded
me for dropping the books i was carrying for her cause i slipped
& you called her up to tell her to
"wake up your idea".

When i was 9 & we had a mini class party but everybody was bringing the normal,
potato chips/finger food & all & you told my teacher,
"isaac'll bring pizza for everyone."

When i was 10 & i looked at mallory's belongings
and realisation seeped in & i knew i would never see her again
& i started to cry & you told me,
"dad's here, my son."

When i was 11 & i got caught got cheating in the
chinese spelling & when my teacher called you
you said, "its only chinese, i copied when i was young too."

When i was 12 & i got the top in class for prelims you said
"yahooo."

When i was 12 & i got the lowest in class for psle you said
"yahooo." again and said "its okay."

When i was 12 & you brought me into a swiss bank & you said,
"one day all we have inside here will be yours son"

When i was 13 & my teacher called you to tell you
she suspected me of stealing. & you told her "i am bringing you
to court for slander" & she freaked out big time & started apologising to us.

When i was 14 & i got caught for playing truant and you came to school.
& you asked me "what the hell are you trying to do?" & i said "sorry dad"
& you said, "i care for you because you're my son."

When i was 14 & we went to vegas to meet your friends & introduced me
to all the big shots & high rollers as, "he's the heir to our company"
then you continued after smiling & said, "he's also my son."

When i was 15 & people were coming for me
cause i got their friend expelled & you said,
"pit our wealth against them, we'll win. so wait for a better time,
& we'll sue their ass upside down, inside out."

When i am 16 & you saw me talking to sarah
& after that you whispered to me when we got home
saying, "i know you like her, & im not gonna tell mom,
but that means, you challenge me darts tonight :D"

When i am 16 & i told you i didn't wanna go school
after the prelims & you said, "then don't lor."

When i am 16 & i told you i wanna go shopping & you gave me
a $1000 bucks & said, "have fun"


I love you dad.

All the things we did.
The bowling, the knife throwing.
The dart throwing, the para-sailing.
The challenges doen the ski slopes.
The race to see who drives uncle dave's yatch better.
The jet-ski races.
The times we played golf.
The horse riding challenges.
The shopping sprees.
Yay.

You rock.

Happy birthday.

Me & jie bought dad a watch.
Some patek phillpe thingie.

NICE.
Ex, but worth it;
after all,

he's our dad.


Tonight's dinner at ritz with godpa & godma :D

Yay i neeed to go nick's house now.

GRRR.


I miss you, my dearest one.

8:09 AM
isaac

Pictures galore.

PICTURES OF MY THINGS I GOT YESTERDAY :D :D :D

First thing; The Prada pencilbox.
But i got the "militare" colour, the camo-greenish one :D
NICEEEEE :D






Second thing; The Louis Vuitton cardholder.
It looks similar to the other LV one i have right?
But this is the more conpact version; & of course, more stylish :D









Third thing; Raoul shirts.
See the numbers 1, 2 & 3 ?
I bought 1 yesterday with nick.

& i bought 2 & 3 with dad on tueusday after add maths paper :D

Heh heh heh.



That summarises my shopping spree.

& i can't sleep now.

Want to know why?

Because im gonna buy the "finding nemo" slippers from Ferradgmo tomorrow.
& nick said theres ORANGE :D

WHOOOOOOOOOT.

So yes;

4:47 AM
isaac

Thursday, November 16, 2006

Spending spree.

Isaac is officially around $1800 poorer.

I bought lots of things today!
Yay.

:D :D :D

CHLOE, LISTEN UP & THEN GET JEALOUS :P

I bought....

FOR MYSELF;
My Prada pencil case; the camo-green coloured one.
My Louis Vuitton wallet/cardholer; the checked design one.
My Raoul shirt/the orange-black strips oneeee.

FOR FRIENDS;
White Ipod Nano-4gb for shelley.
Pink Ipod Nano- 4gb for natttieee.
White Ipod Video- 30gb for dayna.
White PSP- for nick koh.

:D

& imagine the prada people not having change for a $1000 note.
Idiots.

Prada woman: So, would you like to pay by cash or card sir ?
Me: Cash/card no difference, but cash. -takes out $1000 note.
Prada woman: -takes it, eyes goes big. & goes, Sorry sir, we don't have enough
change for it, do you have smaller change?
Me: -rolls eyes. No. -gives herUOB card.
Prada woman: I am terribly sorry Sir, we don't accept nets.
Me: So what you want me to do?
Prada woman: Uhh....
Me: Nick got 300 in cash to spare me first ?
Nick: Ya, -takes out wallet & passes me cash.
Me: -gives to prada woman.
Prada woman: Thank you Sir, I am sorry.

Wah lau, i felt like a fool lah!
Grrr.

Lucky nick had changeee!


At least the Lv one had change :D
Smart people.

Aren't i generous ?

Because its probably the last christmas i get to spend here in Singapore.
Heh.

But again; christmas is a time for giving,
& since god blessed us with $$$, we should bless others with $$$ too;


6:55 PM
isaac

Wednesday, November 15, 2006

The true extent.

I am just exihibiting to you,
the true extent of the power of money.

"You see the dollars in your wallet ?
Those aren't money,
those are papers.

Just mere papers, when you compare them to the immense of cash
sitting in the Grand Caymans or Esipi-Swiss Bank accounts.
Papers."

I've read about how wealth & fortune won't last through the 3rd generation.

I am the third generation of Lohs.
& also the heir to the company my grandma founded.

I'm gonna prove a lot of people wrong.

Because they are ignorant to the change
of formalities.

Old money: Hide it.
New money: Flaunt it.


It will never run out, will it ?

The answer to my question was just this word,
" never."


People tell me money can't buy you everything.

Well, i'll look them straight in the eyes and tell you this,
"trust me, it can."

7:25 PM
isaac

The hail of nanos.

I just bought Shelley her White Ipod nano.

Nat has until tomorrow 11:30 to decide what colour nano she wants.

Tomorrow is shopping day with nick @ paragon/taka!
& lunch day with shelley @ vivo.
Plus i neeed to go down to UOB to make my visa card!
%$#$%

Im gonna go shop shop at paragon/taka( for the lv ) after school.

Buying.
1)Wallet.
2)pencil box.
3)More clothes.

These things are what i neeed to get tomorrow!

Then cab to vivo to meet shells!

& today i webcamed with sarah,
chloe,
nat,
jean,
mark.

SUPER FUN CAN.

I love my webcam.
-nods.

heh heh heh.

Long day tomorrow :D

7:12 PM
isaac

Forgiveness;

I was just reading through my history stuff
& i realised that Hitler was indeed,
an amazing person.

He had the charisma and the intellect
that allowed him to capture the hearts of many.
That lead to the rise of his Nazism.

He spoke this & the judges were impressed by him.

"We wanted to create in Germany the conditions which
will make it possible for the iron grip of our enemies
to be removed from us. We wanted to... take up the
fight... for the duty of bearing arms... And now i ask
you: Is that high treason?"

Amazing.

But he was a person without a soul;
without a conscience.


& then i started reading Philip Yancey's
What's so amazing about Grace?

then i saw something that struck me.
"Forgiveness offers a way out.
It does not settle all questions of blame & fairness- often it
pointedly evades those questions- but it does
allow a relationship to start over, to begin anew."

"The principle applies even when one party is wholly innocent
and the other wholly to blame,
for the innocent party will bear the wound
until he or she can find a way to release it-
& forgiveness is the only way."


It speaks the whole uncensored truth.

12:20 PM
isaac

To the child, the youth, the aged.

love in living deeds to shows;

My butt hurts!

I have no plans for today.
Grr.

So i shall just rot around and rot more (:
It'll be quite fun though (:


Let love be real;

8:55 AM
isaac

Tuesday, November 14, 2006

Whenever you call;

The sweetest thing you ever said,
was to tell me these words;

" and I will breathe for you each day.
Comfort you through all the pain.
Gently kiss your fears away.
You can turn to me and cry,
always understand that I
Give you all I am inside. "

Additional mathematics paper 2, please be a breeze will ya ?

& OMG OMG OMG
ANOTHER 7 days till i fly away from this placeeee.

& you should have bothered to find out
the truth before speaking it.

8:18 PM
isaac

Its the freedom of a thousand doves.

ONLY READ IF YOU ARE WHO YOU KNOW YOU ARE.
------------------------------------------

Whatever you might want,
i'll give it to you.
I'll grant you your wish.

But you really should have trusted the right person in the first place.

I told all of you i broke up with nicole because she lied to me didn't i?
I lied.
I broke up with nicole because I, lied to her.
I did.

Of all the people i lied to,
i would never lie to my the one i love.
Yet i did.

But i changed, didn't i?
You just jumped to conclusions.

Jumping to conclusions is fine by me.
But, when you jump too high and you don't land properly,
you'll realise you might lose your life.

I liked her a lot.
But i don't anymore.
& you know why i speak of her now?
Because i've learnt that when you want to lose someone,
you keep speaking about the person,
so that you'll find it easier to get over the past.
& prevent it from happening again.

I didn't lie to you.
I would never lie to you.

But if you think so,
then i see no harm in starting to lie to you.

All because you failed to trust me in the first place.

------------------------------------


You know why i like sunsets?

Because the best date, would be just me and my love standing
and watching the sunset as it beats its orange rays on us.
& at the point of time,
telling her i love her.

But the sunset also signifies the end of the day.

As long as there is a sunset,
it means I, am sastified.

Thats why i like sunsets.

8:09 AM
isaac

A late understanding.

Know the difference between
the methods of lying and speaking the truth?

"When I lie, I smile.
When I lie, I cry.
When I lie, I nod.
When I don't lie, I look away."

----------------------------

Here i am, awake at 7:30 to talk to ben.
& he's all the way in vancouver.
Haha.

Anyway, i hate the rain yesterday.
Literature was oh so good. (:
But mom pissed me off yesterday.

I went with Jesse to his tailor to make his grad night shirt.
Than i saw the cloth from emmano
& it was orange and black and it looked so nice.
& it would have cost me less than a $100.

So i called mom up.

Me: Mom can i please make my grad night shirt its the same orange/black one from raoul.
Mom: From where?
Me: Uhh some tailor.
Mom: Don't want lah. Why waste money on them, i bring you go get the raoul shirt okay?
Me: Please lah. Im already here. Its gonna cost less than 100. Raoul's gonna cost $399!
Mom: I said we go to paragon and get from Raoul.
Me: What the hell man.
Mom: & you better come back early young man.
-i slam phone down.

THIS IS CALLED, WASTING MONEY.

Than i went to church and it was raining and all,
so i got soaked.
& esther was soaked too.
BUT, we still decided to take umbrellas and walk down to cartel for lunch.

Than we came back & studiedd like mad.

Than i was deciding if i should work for dad
or maybe work of esther's mom at UOB :D
If i work for dad, i get paid $85 bucks a day for sitting around and walking
and i start work only when he goes to office and when he leaves office.
Heh heh.
If i work for ster's mom's i get paid $6.50 an hour,
but its for the experience in banking mann!
Haha.

So i don't know yett.

Then the best part of yesterday,
was when we were both hungry and dying of hunger
so we decided to call people up.

I called ____ up.
To ask if she got food.
Actually i called Jill, Xinnie, Xiaorong first.

Then _____.

Then we started chatting a while.
After a while she said.
"I tell you something, but
you cannot tell her okay?"

"Okay."

Then it went on and on.

After i put down, i told esther.
"She was good. She didn't take long to think so."

So, round 4 of debate started.
So i told esther.
"Its not about her knowing or thinking you know,
Its just that my ego gets in the way and tells me
that she isn't that smart.
She just isn't smarter than me.
Its too quick already. Im smarter."

For her to come up with such a hypothesis,
she must be brilliant. insanely brilliant.
Or unless someone told her something that wasn't true.
So we did a probability diagram.
& came out with many scenarios.

So slyyy!
Hahaha.

Aiya, but no time to think of childish thingies.

Dad came to pick me ytd.
& i was telling ster i wanna marry her.
Hahaah.

So ridiculous lah.

Im gonna wake up properly and go and meet Jesse soon.
Like walk to his house or something
then we're gonna go nick's house.

I got additional mathematics paper 1 tomorrow.
Im so scaredd.
HOW ?

-pouts.

As in I am seriously scared.
But God, im gonna leave my script in your hands yeah?
I love you.


Think twice, about who you trust.
Because that very day last week.
You trusted the wrong person.
&, sadly,
You didn't trust the right person.

That was one fatal mistake you made.

& as i said,
We learn history, so as to not repeat the mistakes our forefathers did.


"The sparkle in her eyes, it is just dazzling.
If i can quote properly,
Quote. 'She was sent from heaven to show us mortals,
what beauty really was'. Unquote."

7:51 AM
isaac

Sunday, November 12, 2006

Recommitment.

"Prone to wonder, Lord, I feel it,
Prone to leave the God I love;
Here's my heart, O take and seal it,
Seal it for thy courts above."

Ster just invaded for a while.
"ster's like super duper nice!! hee. and i think she's really gorgeous. omg. like wow! and im 1/3 chinese, 1/3 jap and 1/3 MALAY! and im proud of itt!! whee! lovee itt!!"

I seriously don't know why she thinks she's mixed,
when she obviously isn't.
heh heh

Today felt different.
Chloe wasn't there.
Bestie wasn't there.

It felt so boring.

But lucky, jestina, hilary, wilson, tim, ann, shermaine
came to chit chat.

If not i would have died.

Plus i saw inez eyeing me and i wanted to go say hi,
but i was LAZY.

Ster bought lunch for me and Karen kept stealing my food!
Grr.

I'm like still in church now STUDYING.


Yesterday bert & charm came to study also,
& we stayed until 7:10 than dad came to pick me
& we went to eat yummy chicken cutlet.
& karen rocks cause she's teaching us extremely hard add maths questions now.
heh heh.

& im gonna be meeting ster again tomorrow.
& shelley; continue to smile. It does wonders (:


Literature paper 2 tomorrow.
I hope i ace it beyond my previous aces.

4:47 PM
isaac

Saturday, November 11, 2006

The analysis

"Why do you, of all people,
fall for someone who doesn't love you
& ignore someone who loves you.
Why?
Why?

You're being insanely foolish here."


& i spent my whole night thinking about a lot of things.
A lot.

So. Don't. Tell. Me. I. Am. Fickle.

3:15 PM
isaac

What you should know;

& now its only fair that i tell you,
what you should have known.

OMG.

E MATHS 2 WAS SO SHITYYY.

#%^$^$

Yes, shit.

Okay anyway, i popped down to church with Jesse
after we had dinner at the market.

Bertha and Charmaine were there already.

So they studied and i was reading my JACK REACHER book :D
then when Jesse left, we started talking nonsense.

Then i started pouring out my tremendous sorrows to them.
Hahaa.

Anyway,
then esther came with nicole & samantha.
than everybody kept quiet and studied except me and charm
cause we were still talking about ______.

than ster and nicole and samantha went down.

-Silence befalls the room.

than someone was throwing rocks at the window,
i went to see, & it was ster.
They wanted to play HIDE & SEEK.

So actually bert didn't wanna go,
but we decided to humour them.
& it was quite fun.

& we actually had fun playing!

When we got to the 3rd round when ster & her friends were supposed to hide,
we couldn't even find them!
It was ridiculously embarassing can!
at least i found nicole & samantah,
but silly ster ( wow, watch that alliteration mannnn ) couldn't be found.

& we got damn embarassed.

So we decided to take our revenge & bert hid under cartons in our initial room.
While me and charm decided to go to the guys toilet and hide :D
Than like almost everyround,
everybody had a shock cause when we're about to be discovered,
the person would just BOOOOO & pop out :D

it was fun :D

nicole & samantha went home.
bertha, charmaine, esther, uncle andy went for icee creammm.
While I waited for mom/dad to pick me uppp :S
& they came only at 11:10! @#$%

I am sleepy.
But ster and I are in church now,
plus its raining, so its making my mood bad.
):


27th december 2005.
"I liked her. I liked her a lot.
I guess the feeling just faded. But it's back.
I can feel it. I liked her.
I like her again."

1:52 PM
isaac

Friday, November 10, 2006

Man VS God.

He with body waged a fight,
but the body won; it walks upright.
Then he struggled with the heart;
innocence & peace depart.
Then he struggled with the mind;
his proud heart he left behind.
Now his wars with God begin;
at the stroke of midnight,
God shall win.

My tummy's been hurting so bloody badly.
Yes; BADLY.
I woke up around 6 am cause i could feel the acids in my tummy reacting.
PAIN PAIN PAIN!

Anyway, than since jie needed to go to NUS,
both mom and dad were awake already and mom was trying to
fry some food with daisy, so i just sat there and pouted.
Then i remembered nicole telling me last time to go hug a warm water bottle,
so i went to find one, but it's not working ):

Im about to call nick up and wake him up
then i shall cab to his house all the way at sentosa!
I feel lazy =/

Esther came down to churhc at about 5.
With a packet of SUPER-DUPER-MARVELLOUSLY-TASTING Carrot-Cake.
With extra eggs :D
& Chin chow with pearls :D
Ah, i love!

Than we tried to do the 2005 Elementary mathematics paper 2,
BUT, I didn't have the mentality to do it,
so i was just dreaminggg.

SHELLEY ONG: I was waiting for you to come find me lah!
But you bloody bugger, didn't.
-glarees.

Lynn bought KFC for me and ster and i couldn't wait for ster to finish,
so i ate first :D
heh heh.

Than i had to leave around 8:30pm,
cause dad said he'll be coming to pick me up,
so i went down.

But i couldn't see dad's car so i stood below ster's window & started chatting with her.
STER: So, my ________ how ?
ME: So, my ________ also how ?

Haha we spent like 15 minutes talking from the
first floor to the second floor.

Than this became funny.
Me: OMG ster, i neeed to shit.
Ster: I neeed to pee.
Me: But im scared to go back upstairs.
Ster: Downstairs got toilet what.
Me: The shutters close already lah.
Ster: You come up lah.
Me: Then what, go toilet with you ah?
Ster: Ya lor.
Me: Wow, it'll be so excitingggg!.
Ster: So sick. -breaks out into laughter.
Me: -breaks out into laughter also.

In the end i didn't go, so i was like dying to shit/pee
when dad finally came like 40 minutes later.

QUIZ AGAIN :D
I remembered doing this previously,
so i shall do it again.

200 things I've done at least once the past 15 years (those in ORANGE)
(those in BLUE are things i WISH to do) :

01. bought everyone in the pub a drink
02. swam with wild dolphins
03. climbed (drove up)a mountain
04. taken a ferrari for a test drive
05. been inside the great pyramid
06. held a tarantula-NEVER IN MY LIFE!
07. taken a candlelit bath with someone
08. said 'I love you' and meant it
09. hugged a tree
10. done a striptease
11. bungee jumped
12. visited paris
13. watched a lightning storm at sea
14. stayed up all night long and watch the sun rise
15. seen the northern lights- I guess.
16. gone to a huge sports game
17. walked the stairs to the top of leaning tower of pisa
18. grown and eaten your own vegetables
19. touched an iceberg
20. slept under the stars
21. changed a baby's diaper
22. taken a trip in a hot air balloon
23. watched a meteor shower- if it also means shooting stars than yes.
24. gotten drunk on champagne
25. given more than you can afford to charity.
26. looked up the night sky through a telescope
27. Had an uncontrollable giggling fit at the worst moment. – End of year exams last year.
28. Had a food fight
29. Bet on a winning horse
30. Taken a sick day when you're not ill
31. Asked out a stranger
32. Had a snowball- it melted.
33. Photocopied your bottom on the office photocopier
34. Screamed as loudly as you possibly can
35. Held a lamb
36. Enacted a favorite fantasy
37. Taken a midnight skinny dip
38. Taken an ice cold bath
39. Had a meaningful conversation with a beggar.
40. Seen a total eclipse
41. Ridden a roller coaster- almost lost my life
42. Hit a home run
43. Fit three weeks miraculously into three days- sec 2 end of year, i did well still okayy? :D
44. Danced like a fool and not cared who was looking
45. Adopted an accent for an entire day- we tried being AARON, the german guy, during SMUN trainings last year.
46. Visited the birthplace of your ancestors
47. Actually felt happy about your life, even for just a moment
48. Had two hard drives for your computer- I’ve three. 1 removable
49. Visited all 50 states-i've been to about half already i guess.
50. Loved your job
51. Taken care of someone who was shit faced- chloe's one of them.
52. Had enough money to be truly satisfied- I'm already sastified with the amount of money i have, so i guess its a little of both :D
53. Had amazing friends

54. Danced with a stranger in a foreign country
55. Watched wild whales
56. Stolen a sign
57. Backpacked in Europe- ok it wasn’t really counted as backpacking, probably jet-setting.
58. Taken a road-trip
59. Rock climbing
60. Lied to foreign government's official in that country to avoid notice -I queued at the THAI PASSPORTS QUEUE and pretended I couldn't speak English so i could clear immigration faster :D . It worked.
61. Midnight walk on the beach
62. Sky diving
63. Visited Ireland
64. Been heartbroken longer than you were actually in love
65. In a restaurant, sat at a stranger's table and had a meal with them
66. Visited Japan
67. Benchpressed your own weight- what the hell’s this.?
68. Milked a cow
69. Alphabetized your records
70. Pretended to be a superhero
71. Sung karaoke
72. Lounged around in bed all day
73. Posed nude in front of strangers- heh heh
74. Scuba diving
75. Got it on to "Let's Get It On" by Marvin Gaye
76. Kissed in the rain- rain, shine, snow. Anywhere fine.
77. Played in the mud
78. Played in the rain
79. Gone to a drive-in theater
80. Done something you should regret, but don't regret it
81. Visited the Great Wall of China
82. Discovered that someone who's not supposed to have known about your blog has discovered your blog
83. Dropped Windows in favor of something better
84. Started a business
85. Fallen in love and not had your heart broken
86. Toured ancient sites
87. Taken a martial arts class
88. Swordfought for the honor of a woman
89. Played D&D for more than 6 hours straight
90. Gotten married
91. Been in a movie

92. Crashed a party
93. Loved someone you shouldn't have
94. Kissed someone so passionately it made them dizzy

95. Gotten divorced
96. Had sex at the office
97. Gone without food for 5 days
98. Made cookies from scratch

99. Won first prize in a costume contest
100. Ridden a gondola in Venice
101. Gotten a tattoo
102. Found that the texture of some materials can turn you on
103. Rafted the Snake River
104. Been on television news programs as an "expert"
105. Got flowers for no reason
106. Masturbated in a public place
107. Got so drunk you don't remember anything
108. Been addicted to some form of illegal drug
109. Performed on stage
110. Been to Las Vegas

111. Recorded music - it was horrible
112. Eaten shark
113. Had a one-night stand
114. Gone to Thailand
115. Seen Siouxsie live
116. Bought a (toy) house
117. Been in a combat zone-north korea’s DMZ.
118. Buried one/both of your parents
119. Shaved or waxed your pubic hair off
120. Been on a cruise ship
121. Spoken more than one language fluently
122. Gotten into a fight while attempting to defend someone
123. Bounced a cheque
124. Performed in Rocky Horror
125. Read - and understood - your credit report
126. Raised children
127. Recently bought and played with a favorite childhood toy
128. Followed your favorite band/singer on tour
129. Created and named your own constellation of stars
130. Taken an exotic bicycle tour in a foreign country
131. Found out something significant that your ancestors did
132. Called or written your Congress person
133. Picked up and moved to another city to just start over
134. ... more than once? - More than thrice?
135. Walked the Golden Gate Bridge
136. Sang loudly in the car, and didn't stop when you knew someone was looking

137. Had an abortion or your female partner did
138. Had plastic surgery
139. Survived an accident that you shouldn't have survived
140. Wrote articles for a large publication
141. Lost over 100 pounds
142. Held someone while they were having a seizure
143. Piloted an airplane
144. Petted a stingray
145. Broken someone's heart
146. Helped an animal give birth
147. Been fired or laid off from a job-yes honestly. My dad told me not to work anymoreee.
148. Won money on a T.V. game show
149. Broken a bone
150. Killed a human being
151. Gone on an African photo safari

152. Ridden a motorcycle
153. Driven any land vehicle at a speed of greater than 100mph- I sat in the front seat and watched my dad drive. Almost 120mph.
154. Had a body part of yours below the neck pierced
155. Fired a rifle, shotgun, or pistol
156. Eaten mushrooms that were gathered in the wild
157. Ridden a horse
158. Had major surgery

159. Had sex on a moving train
160. Had a snake as a pet
161. Hiked to the bottom of the Grand Canyon
162. Slept through an entire flight: takeoff, flight, and landing
163. Slept for more than 30 hours over the course of 48 hours
164. Visited more foreign countries than U.S. states
165. Visited all 7 continents
-except Antartica.
166. Taken a canoe trip that lasted more than 2 days
167. Eaten kangaroo meat
168. Fallen in love at an ancient Mayan burial ground
169. Been a sperm or egg donor
170. Eaten sushi
171. Had your picture in the newspaper
172. Had 2 (or more) healthy romantic relationships for over a year in your lifetime
173. Changed someone's mind about something you care deeply about
174. Gotten someone fired for their actions-
expelled from school, yes
175. Gone back to school
176. Parasailed

177. Changed your name
178. Petted a cockroach- not in my life.
179. Eaten fried green tomatoes
180. Read The Iliad
181. Selected one "important" author who you missed in school, and read
182. Dined in a restaurant and stolen silverware, plates, cups because your apartment needed them
183. ... and gotten kicked out from the restaurant because you did it so many times, they figured out it was you
184. Taught yourself an art from scratch
185. Killed and prepared an animal for eating
186. Apologized to someone years after inflicting the hurt
187. Skipped all your school reunions
188. Communicated with someone without sharing a common spoken language
189. Been elected to public office
190. Written your own computer language-JAVA SCRIPTS! : D
191. Thought to yourself that you're living your dream
192. Had to put someone you love into hospice care
193. Built your own PC from parts
194. Sold your own artwork to someone who didn't know you
195. Had a booth at a street fair
196: Dyed your hair
197: Been a DJ
198: Found out someone was going to dump you via LiveJournal
199: Written your own role playing game
200: Been arrested- for fun. : D

7:31 AM
isaac

Thursday, November 09, 2006

Quiz again.

This time,
I ripped this off a stranger's blog :D

WHAT questions:

-are you wearing now?
Orange Ashworth polo shit.
Black adidas shorts.
-did you eat for breakfast?
Smoked Salmon patini sandwich frtom CoffeeBean.
-is your height?
I never fail to cheat during the measuring session but i think it should raftly be around
172-175cm.
-is your weight?
less than 65kg.
-is your favourite activity in school?
Literature classes cause i make my teacher look like a fool (:
-is your curent fav tv show?
The finer side.
-do you do in your spare time?
Lie on the bed with the laptop on my right and my numerous pillows on my left.
-colour are your braces?
I don't have them. But if i decide to, i'll definately put on Orange and black.

DO questions.

-you drool?
Only if i eat pastas (:
-you flirt?
Ask the people around me and you'll have the answer :D
-you stone?
When i wait for people who are late; yes.
-you have ten fingers?
i have 8 fingers and THREE thumbs, yes THREE.
-you top your level in your results?
I did once, in primary 4.

ARE questions.

-you a girl?
No, but i think i have my feminine side. I have nice and shiny nails (:
- you homosexual?
Depends. Hahah.
-you transexual?
No.
-you fat?
Definately (:
-you pretty?
Yeah of course I am.
-you smart?
Yeah of course I am.
-you evil?
Depends, if i don't you, Yeah.

HOW questions.

-do you do your homework?
Put on my earphones.
Listen to Mariah Carey, Il Divo on the ipods.
Spin my pen as i read the question.
1)Answer the question if i know how to.
2)Draw furballs if i don't know how.
-do you eat?
I smell the food first before putting it gently into my mouth.

-do you wake up?
Open my eyes.
Turn off the aircon.
Look out of the window to see if mom/dad's car still in the porch.
Open the laptop and look and see who's online.
Walk to the toilet in my nice pikachu slippers.
Brush my teeth.
Wash my face.
AWAKE :D
-do you pay attention in class?
I listen only during English and Literature classes.
They're the only subjects worth my time taking.
-do you study?
Now, i do. I mean, there's O levels and all what.
But the amount of time i study now,
is definately more than the total amount of time i studied from sec 1-3.


26th december 2005.
"A pretty good day today.
i just came back!
We went to uncle kim kieat's and aunty diana's house.
We had a lot of nice food and i think mom was a little drunk.
Went to glenn's house after that.
Greg couldn't stop pouting because his computer was so slow.
Glenn's hair looked like a goat ate his hair. Natalie just kept fighting
with me, over small things like the chair. They're nice.
I enjoyed myself. It was real fun.
Does it mean she has forgiven you Isaac? Does it ?
But, do you still like her ? Do you? "

12:53 PM
isaac

Quiz time.

I ripped this off shelley's blog.
heh heh.

LAYER ONE: ON THE OUTSIDE.
Name: Loh Sheng Wei, Isaac.
Birth date: 27th april 1990.
Current status: Married to Nicole, wooing Esther, dating ________ <--- insert your name. Eye color: Light brown.
Hair color: Dark brown, almost black.
Righty or Lefty: Right.
Zodiac Sign: Horse!

LAYER TWO: ON THE INSIDE.
Your heritage: I'm Chinese but mommie bluffed me she was jap last time!
Your fears: Losing my loved ones.
Your weaknesses: My ability to lie so damn fluently.
Your perfect pizza: Cheese + german sausages + bits of fatty bacon + chunky bits of chicken.

LAYER THREE: YESTERDAY, TODAY, AND TOMORROW.
Your thoughts first waking up: "Who the hell is calling so early?" Cause mom called to say Jie can't find her phone its somewhere in the house and plus my maid went to buy breakfast. Grr.
Your most missed memory: The 30th of december 2005.

LAYER FOUR: YOUR PICK.
Pepsi or Coke:Sorry. Ice Lemon Tea.
McDonalds or Burger King: Burger King.
Single or group dates: Single. Obviously.
Adidas or Nike: Adidas but since esther's uncle owns Nike. A little of both.
Lipton tea or Nestea: Lipton tea.
Chocolate or vanilla: A mixture of both, infused together.
Cappuccino or coffee: Anything with caffine makes me (:

LAYER FIVE: DO YOU?
Smoke: I detest smokers.
Curse: What'd ya think ? (:
Take a shower: Shelley is lying when she said she does, she doesn't. I do.
Have a crush: I don't believe in crushes. I believe in, like the person; get the person :D
Like(d) school: Now? - no. 2 Years ago? - yeah.
Want to get married: Yes.
Believe in yourself: Yep.
Think you're a health-freak: Please, no. We only have one life- live it to its fullest man!

LAYER SIX: IN THE PAST MONTH.
Drank alcohol: Yeah.
Gone to the mall: Yeah
Been on stage: Yeah.
Eaten sushi: Yeah.
Dyed your hair: Never will.

LAYER SEVEN: HAVE YOU EVER?
Played a stripping game: Yahhhh. Horrible.
Changed who you were to fit in: No way man. Actually yes, when i made myself childish!

LAYER EIGHT:
Age you're hoping to be married: When i am 26.

LAYER NINE: IN A GIRL/GUY.
Best eye color: No preference, but eyes is the first thing i look out for in a girl.
Best hair color: Don't make yourself a walking peacock and its fine with me.
Short or long hair: Honestly ? Shorthair. I don't know why. Haha.

LAYER TEN: WHAT WERE YOU DOING?
1 minute ago: Same. Eh shelley ong! Are you calling me a dodo bird ?
1 hour ago: Searching for my sister's phone.
45 hours ago: Sitting for my chemistry exam i think. I THINK.
1 month ago: At nick's house. Eating pizza.
1 year ago: Slacking?

LAYER ELEVEN: FINISH THE SENTENCE.
I love: Everything in my rooms, minus my books. & everybody, especially ______.
I feel: Extremely lethargic.
I hate: People who lie to me because they underestimate my intelligence.
I hide: A lot of things.
I need: I neeed to wake up properly than go meet esther later.


You went against your word when your friend talked to me.
She asked me.
& then at that point,
i knew you didn't keep your promise.




9:36 AM
isaac

& the means to make dreams real?


Oh man.
Why does Physics have to be so damn hard!
$%#%@$^@$^#%^@$&!

But oh well, its over.
English was a little good though.

I loved my compo.
I wrote about Dreams.
One of the questions was just, Dreams.

So i started off with a flashback, to a scene in a classroom when i was 6.
About our teacher asking us what we wanted to be.
All the way to ending the compo with,

I wanted to be a _______ when i was six.
I want to be a _______ when i am sixteen.
& im confidently postitive,
that i will want to be a _______ when i am twenty-six.

Than the last paragraph was,

As he had taught me,
"Dreams can be real. But the means to make dreams real is the ability
of oneself to believe in the immense amount of potential he/she has. Trusting
in one's capabilities. Dreams can be real."

:D

I cabbed down to church to meet esther to go study.
Than i was super hungry so we went to grab a bite first.
Than plmgs was having their peerlites camp
& they were having their break in the plaza.
So we had to trot past them and it was quite embarasssing.

Than when we came back, we saw Jillian and esther went high.
Than we were happily eating our roti john and otahs.
When i decided to stop pigging out
( & nat, if you see this, DOES IT SEEM FAMILIAR TO SOMEONE? heh heh )
& do my additional mathematics work,
i saw some people waving franctically at me from the opposite.
Jillian was at the upper room window ( or so what esther said )
Shelley and Geraldine was at the upper room door.
Haha.
Geraldine put on her braces alreadyyy!

Than we resumed our studying :D

After a while, we again got distracted when the pl people went
down to play games.
so me and esther decided to go see them by the window.
Than HAPPILY, shelley waved up again.
&, like 3/4 of the pl people looked me and me and ster,
& i was like telling her,
OMG DAMN EMBARASSING.

Haha, okay anyway work somemore :D

Then to my surprise, Shells & Geraldine came up to finddd meee.
& when shelley saw me, she was like,
-poke. "haha i got you -sticks out tongue & does her silly sign with her hands"
So cuteee!
Than we started chit chatting and all
& i was telling them how hard the physics paper was & what not.
Heh heh

Than they went home and i went back to studyy again :D

Than studied studied studied.
until esther asked me random questions when i told her i loved her :P
Haha.

like, won't ______ get jealous?
Haha.

Than we started talking shit about the poster and what not.
& we concluded that,

Intensity + Frequency = Love.
Intensity = what you do when you meet.
Frequency = the amount of time you spend.
Amount of time = money, because time = money.
What you do = money, cause you're gonna have to use money.
Therefore, love = money(square)

So thats why i want to be loved :D
I've concluded that last night!

Than mom bought dinner for us cause they had disciple class.
& we went to the firestaircase to eat our nasi lemaks.
& then we started talking about our lives
& about her _____, & my _____.
& about how foolish we were and all.

Than we started analyising things and creating hypothesis
for questions like,
1) WHY DOES NAT HATE ISAAC?
2) WHY DOES STER LIKE ______.
3) DO YOU THINK GARDENS IS A GOOD PLACE TO STAY IN?

& there was a last one,
but this one is not a question.
It was me merely stating facts.

"I LOVE TWO YEARS AGO.
IT WAS THE BEST YEAR.
OMG SO FUN.
GLENN HOUSE YOUR HOUSE EVERYTHINGGGGG! :D"

Grrr.
& we talked until 9:45
than i walked bugger down to buy her hokkien mee & i bussed home
cause i didn't want to wait my mom/dad to finish cause they'll probably end
at around 11.
-snort.

Today was good.
Minus away the papers.

"You promised to call her, but you didn't.
Why? You liked her so much Isaac. So much.
She called you, you rejected her call. If she never talks to you again
Isaac, you only have yourself to blame."

"She isn't replying my messages.
Urgh. This sucks. Oh well, at least there's gonna be guests over
tonight. & i think i owe her an apology.
An apology that she'll never see.
I am sorry Natalie."


Ironically,
its up here for the world to see now.
Because i realised that by talking about your past,
will you than be able to forget it.

A quote from the history textbook;
"We learn history so as to not repeat the
mistakes our forefathers made."

8:51 AM
isaac

Tuesday, November 07, 2006

Conversation with bestie can go quite funny.

isaac. You should paint my love; says:
Jill belongs to the dumpster
Jill belongs to 2b1 says:
OH SHUT UP
isaac. You should paint my love; says:
Jill belongs to her bedroom =/
Jill belongs to 2b1 says:
Isaac belongs to __-__-__.
Jill belongs to 2b1 says:
HEEHEE
isaac. You should paint my love; says:
Jill rocks suddenly.
Jill belongs to 2b1 says:
Isaac knows jill rocks like suddenly.
Jill belongs to 2b1 says:
Isaac says to himself why didn't he realise Jill rocks EARLIER.
Jill belongs to 2b1 says:
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAH
isaac. You should paint my love; says:
Isaac thinks Jill is mad, but refuses comment.
isaac. You should paint my love; says:
Okay okay okay. END OF CONVERSATION

I found it quite hilarious.
Especially when we both started crapping.
:D

& Sarah just called me.
& we just talked about things.
& like how i suck in CS and always end up dead
& about intelligent and not-so intelligent people,
who falls for me & blah.
(:

& my tummy's rumbling but im so damn sleepy=/

6:26 PM
isaac

I decided to give my blog a revamp,
having a new address,
BUT,
retaining my older blog's skin.

I love this skin.

Because i love the show;
stairway to heaven.

Anyway,
Chemistry paper was shit today.
I kinda left one whole QA blank.
-snorts.

& Jesse and I stayed back to see some teachers
concerning tomorrow's english language papers :D
& yes, :D
English tomorrow.
Lets go rock socks :D

& when we were gonna go church,
we met lynette at the mathematics staff room
& she was asking how's my studies coming along
& if i needed help in additional mathematics.
& she said, " I haven't seen you in short hair for a very very long time Isaac."

Haha.

I just feel like laughing.
Today we pranked HIM again.
Its so funny.
& Esther, she was marvellous.
She was like a professional.
Like someone who has been doing it for years.
Way to gooooooooo stery!

Rahhh.

& i decided to copy a part of my journal here.

Made a sunday afternoon in september last year,
2005.

"Definately, she has captured my heart. But she seems so small.
So young. & the worst? She's his sister! But what if. What if i
reduced myself to her age, would it help? I tried today.
& i believed it did. We were talking happily, about nonsencial things.
About things that i believe, doesn't even exsist. We did nonsencial things too,
like me drawing smiley faces on her leg. I think i've fallen for her.
Oh God, i hope im not doing the wrong thing man! & hurray, we're gonna go to
paragon tonight! I want the new monopoly!"

4:00 PM
isaac

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